I wasn't strong enough to save you Poe. Instead of whining and crying over our relationship i should've been there for you. I excused myself from the rest of the people around me and began heading to my room when Leia called my name, "I apologize for what happened all of the sudden but if you need anything,please tell me."

I looked back at her and smiled even though tears were running down my cheeks, "T-Thank you General." I went back to my home not feeling well at all to talk to anyone who stepped in my way,closing the door behind me i cried even more. I never thought i would miss him this much.

I lifted my head up and looked at our bedroom door opened. He would've been there asleep right now after arriving from his mission,i would usually watch him sleep even if that sounded creepy but i loved watching him sleeping, He looked so peaceful in his sleep. It was the only time i would see him like that instead of seeing him all stressed out and angry.

He would usually take his hate out on me but i realized that he had to make me hate him for a reason. Why would he even join the first order? to know their plans? or the protect someone..maybe me?

Slowly i stepped in our room and rested my head against his pillow and held onto one of his jackets and my hand went to it's pockets,that's when i felt something inside. Sitting up i took out a folded piece of paper and felt a cold object on my leg. A ring.

(Y/N)

I'm sure you might've already heard that i left and joined the First Order. It must have been a shock to you since i never told anyone about this but this is all a plan i have to try and figure out what the First Order wants which is more that Luke's whereabouts.
You must be worried that i left without a word and i want to apologize for the way i treated you, I did all for a reason since the First Order was after me but i swear i never meant to harm you.

I was going to give you this wedding ring a long time ago but that time never came. In the mean time hold onto this ring.

Hopefully you'll forgive me soon.

Poe Dameron

That's it! I was right he did join them for a reason. I gotta tell everyone! With note in hand i ran to where Leia might be. After showing her the note and looking for a few things to pack i encountered Finn who woke up and kept walking around like a zombie, "Finn you finally woke up!" I hugged him but quickly stood back since this suit he was wearing was dripping with water.

"Where's Rey?"

"She left..."

Finn was saddened by the news but i showed him the letter Poe wrote since he didn't know he went with the First Order,when both of us where on our way to leave the ship a young girl stopped us, "What are you two doing?"

Finn and I turned our backs quickly and saw until she recognized Finn and started to fangirl over him,that was till she began to look at us weirdly and next thing i saw was Finn on the ground.

I raised my hands up when she tried getting closer to me, "I'm not gonna do anything,just don't hurt me." I reached down to touch my stomach and she got the idea, "Oh! y-your-" "Yes." I excitedly said and she walked over to me and placed her hand on my stomach.

"Wow...who's the lucky man?"

"Poe Dameron."

The girl who introduced herself as Rose raised her eyebrows, "Poe Dameron? The Poe?" I nodded my head, "He's like the best pilot in the entire galaxy not to mention good looking but..didn't he leave with the First Order." Rose's excitement didn't last long when she heard the news.

"That's why we were trying to escape,we need your help."

"I'll be more than happy to now."

Our heads looked down when we heard Finn groan, "What happened?"

"Rose is going to help us get to the First Order." I smiled.

Finn looked at me then at Rose, "...okay...let's move on then.." Rose and I helped Finn up as we made our way out the ship.

We arrived to a strange planet filled with rich people betting their money in a gran casino. There we met this weird guy who kept giving looks who goes by DJ i kept muttering to both Rose and Finn that i had a bad feeling about this,about this guy being here and helping us.

"What are you three doing?" The guy lazily asked once we entered a stolen ship. The three of us looked back at him. He began to question us i can tell,we all went to a corner to to our selves after all. "Nothing. We were just talking about her husband,plus she's pregnant." Rose told him only for me to shoot her a look to stay quiet.

"Hm..what a shame. Anyway you gonna help me or not.." The three of us began to help when he spoke again, "You shouldn't even be here risking that child's life. That could get you killed."

"I know but i'll do anything to see him again." my eyes began watery at the feeling of seeing Poe again,this time looking at him differently aside from hate. I'll make sure to show him everyday how much i love him. I opened my eyes and saw them staring at me, "What? Don't tell me i said that out loud.."

"You did." Finn muttered looking down to his feet. I hid my face and decided to head back and take a seat while to professionals did the work. I held my ring in hope of seeing him quick.

"You sure we can do this."

"Of course we can."

"Shh shut up."

"You shut up."

The four of us began to argue when we began to walk down the dark hallways to the First Order dressed in their uniforms,all us of matching. My heart began to beat faster for two reasons. 1) The fact i might see Poe 2) Or the fact that someone might see us through our disguise.

We arrived and right when we were about to complete our mission a few stormtroopers arrived and lead us to our execution. Finn leaned over and whispered to me after seeing me nervous and a lot more paler, "Try and breathe (Y/N),try to calm down."

Rose and I looked at each other when they knelt us down and we were face to face with General Hux who looked at us each and grinned at me, "(Y/N). I've heard so much of you." I glared at him and we remained like that for seconds until someone else came up, "Oh,shit."

Finn looked and saw Captain Phasma probably smirking at Finn through her helmet. My eyes widened when I saw Poe beside her now dressed entirely in black,his eyes landed on me and frowned slightly.

"I found these three wandering around the area."

"Three?" we looked at each other and realized that DJ guy wasn't around. Thing is the bastard betrayed us in exchange of money, "You idiot we trusted you!" I shouted.

"Why would you do this." Finn questioned. Stormtroopers held us down and hit Finn and they were about to do the same to me, "You shouldn't hit her you know..the girl's with child." That idiot said and i looked at Poe who looked surprised.

"Enough with his just execute them." Hux said.

"Poe! Don't let them do this." my eyes began to water when they leaned us down and held a weapon on our necks. I braced myself when i heard movement and someone grabbed my shoulders and pulled me back. "Finn!"

"Stay here with Rose." Finn instructed and left me with Rose as he joined and began to fight against well everyone.

"Rose,what happened?"

Rose smiled and grabbed my shoulders, "Poe happened! He attacked first." No way. I began to cry and Rose tried to get me calm down, "We're in the middle of a battle (Y/N)! Don't cry...come on let's get to safety."

The ship began to fall to pieces and Rose held onto me,we hid someplace safe for now until Finn and Poe were back. After a couple of minutes and deciding how to get back to Leia the guys arrived.

"(Y/N)" Poe whispered who stood just a few steps away from me. "I know you'll never forgive me for this." quickly i took a few steps and wrapped my arms around Poe and kissed his lips. "You have no idea how much i missed you." He whispered and saw tears falling down his cheeks.

"When this is all over you'll officially be my wife...i love you." He whispered and hugged me once more.

"I know."

"Guys. The place is falling apart let's go!" Finn shouted.

"Right let's go." Poe said grabbing my hand as we made our way out. I finally have Poe back with me which is all i ever needed.