"Ugh you're impossible to work with!"

"Well you should learn to control your temper! All this mess you make is not helping in any way with the bills!" I shout and Ren and I glare at each other and he takes his lightsaber out again ready to argue when Hux steps between up.

"Enough!" Hux looks to us both and sighs before getting angry again "Both of you act so childish when you're together and arguing. (Y/N) you're always up in my ass or Ren. Ren you're always destroying my ship with your daddy issues and that isn't helping at all..now confess which on of you started this mess."

"He did."

"She did."

Kylo and I point at each other and Hux hides his face in his gloved hand and stays like for a second before disappearing "Now look at what you did." He says first and I gasp "What i did? This is your fault you idiot." I stick out my tongue and he holds his lightsaber tighter but decides to leave the destroyed room and head to his.

"That's right go and cry to grandpa!" I shout when he reaches the end of the hall and I walk to my room. That jerk face he always thinks he's the best in this ship. I can't believe way back when we were kids our parents were deciding to marry us when we were older, yuck! I shiver at the idea of becoming his wife.

Arriving to my room i kick my boots off and sat down in bed grabbing a book I always read at the night and began to read it, this is a journal I had when I was younger and found it a few weeks ago, i started to remember many events when my younger self wrote these type of funny and ridiculous things. I reached a page where i was writing about Ben and how a pain in the ass he is but in a cute way. I throw the book over to my table again and groan "Why was I so dumb?" I ask myself and hide my face.

Who am i even kidding? I do find Ben or should I say Kylo Ren attracted i'm not blind to say that i'm not when every girl back at home tried to ask him out on simple dates and he rejected every single one of them. Speaking of love I had hidden down on my bed a small box filled with love letters to him and never had the chance to give it to him.

I was about to reach it when someone knocked on my door and i opened it to see Kylo staring down at the floor, "What is it now?!" I ask annoyed and he grabs something out of his pocket and shoves it at me. I unfold the paper glaring at him until I read what's inside.

Dear (Y/N)

I apologize for the way I have treated you in the past. Truth is I always liked you and I know you like me back. I've Ben Solo for too long,will you be mine?

I stare down at the letter then stared back at him to see him holding up a few roses and a dead one in his hand. I begin to laugh and Kylo quickly turns red "S-Shut up what's so funny?!" I cover my mouth and smiled after "You! Is this your way of asking me out." i blush and try to not laugh some more when he steps inside my room.

"It's not funny." still he refuses to not meet my eyes. I take the roses from him and set them on my table before taking a sniff "I think it's adorable.." finally he looks to me and i see a faint smile on his lips before I lean up and kiss him.

"How about we have dinner tonight?" Kylo asks smiling and taking my hand "I'd love that but first let's go and make Hux miserable together." we both smile making our way to where Hux is relaxing.