[ letter fifteen]

Dear Steve,

I'm sorry... but this is goodbye...I can't take this anymore. It feels like a part of me is missing...I can't eat or sleep. I can't do anything but cry...I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you, steve. I thought you were the one...the one I'd spent my life with. be with forever... but since you left, I've been holding on to a memory that I can't let go of. I love you so much, and it hurts to know that you don't care enough to love me back. I don't want to be alive anymore...I hope you're happy, steve...

- Shawn