✧𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲✧

✧𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲✧

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i speak about my thoughts here.maybe trigger warning, I don't know.…

Graveyard Boy | Hamilton Lams AU

Graveyard Boy | Hamilton Lams AU

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Alexander Hamilton, 17, had always lived at that little wooden house behind the church, beside the graveyard. He often helped tend to the graves with his cousin, Peter. It was the family business on his cousin's side. They lived at Trinity Church, in Brooklyn, New York.John Laurens, 17, had suffered a loss in the family. His beloved mother, Eleanor, passed after a drug overdose. Eleanor's grave resided at the Trinity Church graveyard.…

jump|lams hamilton au|rewrite

jump|lams hamilton au|rewrite

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From all the way in warm South Carolina, John Laurens and his not-so-close family move to New York, resulting from his fathers' job promotion. Being a sophomore with high anxiety levels and a hard time handling everything, he's as much of a shithole you'd expect him to be.Just on his first day of school at Townsend Harris High School, he meets a boy. A boy who gave him hope to coming to school and getting out of bed every morning.Hope to live.…

Art Book #2

Art Book #2

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Made a new art book #2, since I didnt want this to be only updated and rants! This'll only be art and IMPORTANT updates, that are worth posting about on here.…

hello, sunshine. | hamilton high school lams au |
Boys Will Be Bugs|Modern Hamilton High School Lams AU

Boys Will Be Bugs|Modern Hamilton High School Lams AU

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I'm a dumb teen boy, I eat sticks and rocks and mud.I don't care about the government and I really need a hug.I feel stupid.Ugly.Pretend it doesn't bother me.I'm not very strong, but I'll fuck you up if you're mean to bugs.---------Alexander is a 14 year old freshman in high school who has never had friends. He has bugs. And that's all he talks to. The bugs are his best friends.---------It's getting cold, down here underneath the weather.Skipped a class to sit with you, I really like your spotty sweater.If ladybugs are girls, how do you make kids together?What's it like in a female world?I bet it's just so much better.I just turned 14, and I think this year I'm gonna be mean.Don't mess with me, I'm a big boy now and I'm very scary.I punch my wall, stay out at night, and I do karate.Don't message me, cause I won't reply, wanna make you cry. Ain't that how it's supposed to be? No it's isn't me, Boys Will Be Bugs, right? I'm a dumb teen boy, all I wanna do is quit. My mom told me that she is worried and I couldn't give a shit.I have friends who understand me, their names are spider, beetle, bee.They don't say much, but they have always listened to me.The other boys at school think it's cool to hate your parents. But they're lying all the time, the bugs advise that I should let them.And if you wanna cry, make sure they never see it.Even better yet, block it out and never feel it.I just turned 14, and I think I know everything.Don't mess with me, I'm a big boy now and I'm very scary. I punch my wall, stay out at night, and I do karate. Don't message me, cause I won't reply, wanna make you cry.Ain't that how it's supposed to be? No it isn't me, Boys Will Be Bugs, right?Just turned 14, and I think this year I'm gonna be mean.Just turned 14, and I think I know everything.Just turned 14, and I think the world revolves around me.…

Kidnapped|Hamilton Lams AU|REWRITE

Kidnapped|Hamilton Lams AU|REWRITE

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John Laurens just graduated college, and is taking life easy at the moment. he has a job as a bartender, he has a bird and 2 turtles. he'd say he's living the best life he can.But one night while walking home after his shift, something felt odd. He had met this man at the bar earlier who seemed quite sketchy. he was jumpy. He was frantic.…

Kidnapped|A Lams Story (Completed!) ⚠️VERY OLD- AT LEAST 2 YEARS OLD⚠️

Kidnapped|A Lams Story (Completed!) ⚠️VERY OLD- AT LEAST 2 YEARS OLD⚠️

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When John gets kidnapped, he is sent to a warehouse, and meets one of the slaves there.WARNINGVE👏🏼RY👏🏼OOOLD👏🏼AND👏🏼SHIT👏🏼…

Jump|Lams High School AU‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️

Jump|Lams High School AU‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️

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‼️⚠️OLD⚠️‼️John is suffering from a severe depression, but on the first day of freshman year of high school, he meets a wonderful man.During freshman year, he experiences things a 15-16 year old shouldn't.He goes to parties, gets drunk, gets high, has sex, things that he thinks would make him cool or popular at school.How will he defeat all over these addictions, and finally realizes what he's doing is hurting him?TRIGGER WARNINGS;~Sexual References~~Sex~~Alcohol~~Foul Language, Swearing~~Murder~~Suicide~~Rape~~Suicidal Thoughts~~Death~~Drugs~~Homophobic Slurs~~Transphobic Slurs~~Crazy High School Bitches~…