dontgetyourhopesupp

Dawson has had it rough. Not as bad as some, worse than others. He lives in constant secret, heart ache and pain. After his parents died he under went a transformation, rendering him unrecognizable. After three years of pain, cutting, and one suicide attempt, he returns to his hometown. As Dawson hides his identity, it will become harder and harder to seal away the truth when faces from the past start revealing themselves, including his gorgeous ex best friend Alec. Only Dawson isn't the only one with secrets and when a lie reaches Dawson's ears, it will take all he has in him to protect the one thing he has left. Himself. Dealing with depression is hard, and Dawson will have to learn it's not something that can be handled alone. He'll have to open up his heart once more, even if it risks him getting hurt, if he wants to achieve happiness.----------------------------This is a trigger warning, to anyone that has problems with self-harm I recommend you don't read this as there are some graphic scenes. Also, this is a boyxboy story, so if you don't like hot steamy action between two boys, this is not the story for you. If you don't like it you shouldn't even be reading this anyway and I will not tolerate hate. You do not choose your sexuality and no one else has the right to make someone feel bad about who they are. Also, if any of you are having problems, or the story has triggered you, please inbox me. I love to hear from my readers.…

dontgetyourhopesupp

Quinn Notch doesn't think much of himself. In fact he doesn't think much of anything on this planet. He rather sit on his computer, writing and letting his imagination carry him, than go outside and see the beauty of the world. Interest in the mundane activities is hard to come by for the young writer, and just when he hits a lull in his normal day to day life, the entire world he had created up until then is obliterated.Orin Civil could pierce your heart with one look from those inhumanly cold eyes. He's model gorgeous, and when he walks by the shock of silver hair draws your gaze, if not that, it's the simple way in which he carries himself. To Orin every day is a new experience, and if he has to spice things up a bit for a little fun, then why not? When Orin comes in contact with the very average looking writer, Quinn, who doesn't seem to find anything exciting, Orin can't help but think he's found a new fascination. The two boys will change each other, for the better, for the worst. Change is inevitable, but deep down, so is true nature. When you could burn as bright as a midnight sky, why bother with the daylight? ~Some people shine like stars in a dark sky. Some people just outshine the rest of us. Orin Civil was one of those people. With his perfect, tousled gray hair and those blue eyes, so cold, they could only be made of ice, he could light up my midnight sky, and burn me into the next galaxy. ~~~~~This is a boyxboy story. That entails steamy action between two guys. If you don't like, don't read. I will not tolerate hate. Love is love, no one has the right to decide who someone loves. This is also a heavy story, some scenes are graphic, please if you struggle with depression please read with caution and inbox me if you need someone to talk to.…