"Why?! Why do you care so fucking much if I'm okay or not?!!" I screamed in her face.

She just cowarded in fear as more tears escaped from her beautiful blue eyes.

My grip on her shoulders tightened. "ANSWER ME!!!!" I screamed, shaking her violently, then pushing her against the wall.

"I'm sorry!!!" she cried. "I'm sorry!!!"

I need to stop. I'm scaring her. I'm hurting her.

She still didn't speak, just cried in fear.

I grunt and shover her against the wall and storm to my room. I slammed the door shut so hard, it added new cracks to the already damaged walls.

I leaned against the wall, sliding down to the ground and burrying my head in my hands.

What have I done?? I promised her she was safe from whoever tried to hurt her, Troy in particular, but I'm a danger to her.

I must have hurt her and all I did was walk away. God, I hate myself.

All she wants to do is care about me... and I'm just a hopeless monster.