One shot.. ft poem

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Third person pov

Shiva was a secret admirer who is inclined towards writing as he found peace in writing as he could express his feelings, his intense emotions without any hinderance in short you can say he was a poet. He used to write his pain , happiness, sadness, disappointment and what not in those beautiful bouquet of words .

One day don't know what came in his mind he went to his one of the best friend Zeeshan Raina , who himself was a great writer in a writers world and asked him to publish his writings .

He wanted to share his feelings with the works outside. With those people who needs to read this as he wants them to start a fresh with a hope in their heart that nothing is impossible if you believe in yourself may it love, may it any other things everything is possible if they start a fresh with positive thoughts in mind and heart .

But the main thing was he didn't want to reveal his identity to the world . He wants to feel the happiness lingering around him with his piece of words but don't want this limelight over him .

He wants to observe all the actions and reactions around him changing making things better than before but don't want stardom . He wants to put peace 🕊️ with the soul within him and the people who needs this . He wants to see that sukoon in their eyes on their face reading those articles of his which came out of his kalam .

You must be thinking that he is a coward who wants to hide behind those words and don't want to reveal himself thinking what people will say right ? But the answer is no .

No , he isn't a coward who to wants to hide himself from the world or afraid of getting negative thoughts or getting too much of stardom that he will not be able to handle no it's not the case . It's just that he is too much of a pure soul who just wants to spread happiness, positivity and hope around him with his small works . He is not greedy of stardom, he is not selfish to tell everyone that dekho yeh maime likha hai .

Uska maana hai ki koi kaam karo toh esa karo ki kisi ko lage hi nahi ki you have a purpose behind it . Esa kaam karo ki sab wah wah kahe aur aap khud ek audience ban ker us asar ko yun hi khud main ghol le . Work like it's not you but it was done by God himself. Don't let that work make you greedy and selfish just for money or stardom , fame whatever you say .

Work for yourself, your peace and mankind , humanity which will one day will give fruits to you and make it proud you just don't rush for the things around you . Healing is a process which will take time but it will slowly fade your pain when it will completely fade you will find a way to get happiness again . Happiness is like a shooting star paa liya toh sab mil jayega aur na mila toh bhi dukh main bhi khushi dhund hi lega voh zariya bano .

Third person pov ends ..

One fine day raavi bought same book which shiva had written the book name was " TIME TRAVEL PARTNER".. BY SHIV KI KALAM SEY

next morning she was reading same book from where she left last night .

She was reading one of his favourite poem which he wrote to end or say sum up his book . He had written that poem on the day when he got to know that raavi divorced him putting accused false accusations on him .

Though those were false accusations and weren't done by her and she didn't have a slightest idea about this . She too felt betrayed that day again as it was again done by her beloved Massi to redicule her husband shiva and his family . She had a strong enmity with them god knows why .

But that day he extremely felt pain course through his heart , he felt suffocated betrayed and many more feelings erupted into his nerves . He felt anything and everything that very moment. He felt all his life was fake altogether .

She was reading in the garden sitting on a swing with a hot brewing favourite coffee in her one hand while on the other hand family was sitting on chairs sipping tea .

Suddenly a tear escaped from her eyes and trikkled down her cheeks unknowingly unknown to her . But but but as everyone's attention was on her actions even shiva saw those tears. He knows she was on the same page which always bring swirls of emotions in him . He was about to go and have a word with her but stopped as he was having a lot emotional break down this time .

She completed reading full poem with determined mind but the years weren't stopping as she was also understood every meaning behind it . Others did notice her tears but were confused how to make a move .

This poem was just not a poem to her and shiva it was a flood of emotions like pain , happiness, understanding and many more . Yet she had a sweetest smile curving her lips and years spilling out of her doe shaped eyes still wetting her chubby cheeks.

There was something in his house of poems who read this piece have tears , swirls of emotions but labon per khushi ke pal .

With numerous thoughts in their mind they asked raavi what happened her suddenly that she started crying out of no where but she just smiled at them and said nothing. It's just something must have gone in her eyes so may be that's why tears were coming.

When she didn't shared her problem with any of the family member but was just looking at shiva with hope that he will ask her but he kept mum as he wasn't in a state to ask her anything this time .

Gautam stood up from his chair and went up to her and reluctantly took her book and started reading the same poem she was reading few minutes ago loudly and the very next minute a miracle happened all had tears in their eyes as if they too understood their share of turmoil filled pain , disappointment within them they were hiding from each other from the world around them , but the sukoon they were feeling inside them was saying some other story altogether which was healing them and was strong enough that was spreading over the walls of their torturous hearts .

POEM BY SHIV AKA APNA SHIVA PANDYA ..

READ BY GAUTAM WITH LOUD CLEAR VOICE..

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“ ••° YOU ASK ME WHY I CAN'T SLEEP ,
WHY MY EYES DON'T CLOSE ,
AND SLUMBER DOESN'T ENVELOPE ME .
MY SMILE DOESN'T SAY MUCH ,
THE UNDER - EYE BAGS DON'T SPEAK .
THE LINES ON MY FOREHEAD BECOME STILL .
LOYAL TO ME ,
NONE SPEAKS A SECRET .
YOU WAIT FOR ME TO SAY SOMETHING ,
I FEAR ONE OF MY EXPRESSIONS WOULD DEFY ,
TELL YOU HONESTLY .
ONE OF THE TEARS MIGHT BREAK DOWN AND FALL ,
BUT NONE DOES .
I GATHER MYSELF TO SAY " NO REASON... NONE OF IT " ,
YOU NOD TO BELIEVE ,
MY MIND WANTS YOU TO AGREE ,
MY HEART WISHES YOU TO SEE THROUGH MY WHITE LIE .
YOU READ THE TWITCH ON MY FOREHEAD ,
THE LONG - HELD TEAR ON THE VERGE OF ROLLING DOWN .
MY HEART PRAYS ,
YOU NOTICE THE FINGERS ENTWINED IN PAIN ,
THE SCARS ON MY ARMS ,
THE MISERY IN MY SMILE .
I WANT TO SCREAM ,
TELL YOU THE HONEST TRUTH ,
OF EVERY SLEEPLESS NIGHT .
I WANT TO LOOK YOU IN THE EYE ,
TELL MY RAW SECRETS ,
MY NAKED TRUTHS ,
MY NIGHTMARES AND FEARS ,
I WANT YOU TO TRACE MY SCARS ,
MY WOUNDS AND BURNS .
YET ,
I WAIT ,
I WAIT FOR YOU TO NOTICE MY SWEAT PEARLS ,
TWIRLING DOWN MY FOREHEAD .
I WAIT ,
I WAIT FOR YOU TO SEE THROUGH MY LIE AND SMILE .
YET ,
I WAIT ,
BUT ,
YOU DONT .
MY DARK CIRCLES DONT SPEAK TO YOU ,
MY SCARS STAY QUIET ,
AND ,
MY SMILE LIES SMOOTHLY ,
THE LINES ON MY FACE STAY PUT ,
WITH ANOTHER LIE ,
I LEAVE ,
BUT ,
YOU DON'T NOTICE .
YOU
                  DON'T
                                                 NOTICE ...°••”

YOURS TRULY‚

•••SHIV KI KALAM SEY•••

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Watching everyone crying and somewhat understanding that if he stayed here anymore they will definitely watch him cry . They could see his tears of pain so as quickly as he could go he ran inside and shut himself in the room .

That day for the first time he cried his heart out and mind was feeling better while heart was saying you are at healing process you can do it . This time he couldn't keep up his facades of I am very strong like a chattan pandya. I am all okay but this time he didn't come up with this peace of facades . After crying heart out he felt light like a feather. He felt like he is in better state now .

When he heard some foot steps coming towards his room he went towards his bed and laid down and closed his eyes making the person coming inside feel that he is sleeping but he wasn't in real .

Raavi came inside opening the door and then closed them behind her back and latched it for more privacy. She saw her Bhoothnath sleeping on his side of bed but what she saw made her eyes blurred again but she controlled her tears just got her love .

She saw tears on those cheeks which were now dried up but left his marks . Under - eyes were puffed , nose red and cheeks too had some redness showing he cried bitterly. Those long eye lashes still holding some salty drops of tears while those curvy long lashes were touching his puffy under eye cheeks skin . How lucky those lashes are she thought 💭.

She knew those closed deep hazel brown orbs held long hidden deep pain and whirlpool of turmoil. She so knew from the start that now anyhow she needs to heal him but still she could not find a single clue from where to start and where to end this .

Raavi : I don't know shiva yeh kahani padh ker muja kaisa feel ho Raha hai but itna pata hai ek sukoon mila hai. Main nahi janti ki yeh Kahani kisne likhi hai kyun likhi per jisne bhi likhi hai bhut achi likhi hai kyuki isse sach main padh kar bhut acha mehsoos ho raha hai. Shiva main na ab tere jazbaat ko bhut ache se samajhne lagi hun haan abhi bhi wakt lagta hai teri har baat ke pichee ki gehrai ko samajhna main per baat samajh aa jati hai .

Shiva ab aur mujhsa ruka nahi jayega . Main janti hun tu bhut bhut bhut zada naraz hai mujhse , bhut hurt hai tu per main kya karun shiva sach bhar lane ke baad bhi tu mujha maaf nahi kar paa raha . Main esa kya karun ki tu mujha phir se apna le .

Main nahi janti shiva ki main ab kya karungi per itna pata hai main tujha chod ker kahin nahi jaungi tera sath iss aag main jalungi kyuki yeh aag ab mera liya saans lene ke barabar hai. Tu nahi hota aas pass toh dil bachain ho jata hai .

Janti hun pyar ka ehsaas bhut late hua mujha per jab hua toh itni shiddat se hua ki ab koi bhi mujha tujhse dur nahi kar sakta khud bhagwan bhi aa ker kahenga na ki shiva tera nahi ho sakta toh bhi nahi maanungi .

Shiva maine tujhse ek baar ek baat kahi thi ki baat share karne se dil ka dard halka hota aur chai peena sa sar ka dard per hum toh bast hi nahi kar rahe . Ab na shiva baat karna bhut zaruri ho gaya hai . Kab tak esa hi chalta rahega .

Kahin kisi nateeja per toh aana hi hoga na . Main tujhse dur nahi reh paungi aur. I need you shiva in my life. Tujha main yun pal pal saanson main ghutte hua nahi dekh sakti .

Tujhse agar main yeh baat directly kehti toh tu mujhse ladh ker bhar chala jata. Itni himmat nahi hai mujhme shiva ki tujhse ladh ker main chain ki saans le paun . Tu hi mera marham aur hi meri dil ki dhadkan ban chuka hai .

Pata hai mujha tu kyun wahan se bhag aaya taki kisi ko yeh chattan pandya ki ice cream pandya wali side na dikh Jaye. Yeh Raaz hai humesha Raaz hi rahega . Ek baar galti kar chuki hun tera baataye Raaz sabke samne khol kar tera pehla bharosa todh diya tha ab esa kabhi nahi karungi . Wada hai yeh tujhse teri chipkali ka .

Shiva bas kar na yeh Luka chuppi bas ho gaya na ab . Per ab baat toh hoker rahegi kisi bhi haal main . Ab main peecha nahi hatne wali . Sula toh hoke rahegi . Kaisa bhi ho kahin bhi ho , chahe mujhe tujha somnath se dur leke jaaker hi baat kyun na karni pade I will do it every thing to make our relationship better between us .

Tera dard dekha nahi jata mujhse takleef hoti hai mujha bhi yaha Seena main ek tis uthti hai jab bhi tujha takleef main dekhti hun toh . Shiva jitna sukoon se tu is wakt so raha hai na utna hi sukoon main teri in jheel jaisi gehri aankhon main bhi dekhna chahti hun .

She was talking to his sleeping form according to her but it was not the truth he was awake listening her talks . He only knew how he refrained himself from opening his eyes and hug her to make her feel safe and tell her that him being hurt is still secondry but for him her in pain isn't .

So just to make her alert he changed his position . She saw his frame changing so she quickly tried to get up as fast as possible but the destiny had planned something else in the possible way to get up fast she tripped and sat on the bed again due to this he held her in his strong arms from her waist and then put his head in her lap while her other hand landed on his head caressing his ever so soft locks .

First she was scared 😳 to no end but got better knowing or unknowingly he made her come close to him after so many days or weeks you see. She had a ear to ear smile 😊 lingering over her lips . She too saw same smile twitching his lips making his face more subtle and senere . It made his face more tempting to her so she bend down to his level and kissed his forehead, eyes and then cheeks so softly and lovingly.

Shiva blushed at her act but controlled his bliss but smile was constant with this he didn't knew when in real sleep engulfed him landing him in a beautiful world of dreams were he and his chipkali wife are happily living ever after .

Watching him smiling in dreams she could guess he is watching a beautiful dream which had definitely brought a sweet smile on his lips . She did carved for his arms around her frame but the wait was worth it today as the wait was over . It may be in sleep he broke his swear to not to touch her ever any wat possible but he did broke his not so good vow.

After that day a week had passed and with utter practice and patience she managed to manaofy her nararaz pati and took him to mountains for three weeks where they can understand each other, clear each other's misunderstandings , confession of love and could roam around the place peacefully making each other's presence beautiful Where there will be no interference of any other person around them . Just she and him will enjoy the best phase of their life .

From there they started their new journey of love with high trust level, respect for each other and lots of happiness and prosperity.

Indeed the poem became the cupid of shivi making them come close to each other . Where they started a new journey of love.

THE END ...

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