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"For falling in love? I don't think so Hazel." His words made my heart beat faster. I turned to look at him. His eyes were a bit surprised; he shrugged as asking me what happened.

"Are you really in love with me?" I found myself asking. My cheeks blushed deep red as I felt my hands trembling.

He tilted his head and narrowed his eyes. "I thought I've made myself clear on that boat." His low voice now sent shivers down my spine. I leaned to face him.

"You did." He nodded and took my hand. I jumped in surprised when he took my hand to his chest and placed it on his heart. "Is this evidence enough?" He whispered.

I felt his soft bare skin under my hand and nodded quickly in reassurance. He pulled my hand off of his chest but didn't let go of it, instead he started playing with my fingers.

"What about you?" He asked now looking to my face. "What about me?" I asked in confusion. He rolled his eyes between a smile.

"How do you felt back in the boat?... How do you feel right now?" He asked tilting his head. His eyes eagerly waiting for my answer.

"I – I am confused." I answered the same thing I answered to Yugyeom the other day. He smiled with his eyes and nodded.

"So it's working." He said tilting his head to the other side. I frowned in confusion.

"My charms, I mean." He joked and I laughed out loud, he followed me later and pulled me with one swift move closer to him. I landed on his chest as I looked at him in awe. He closed the space between us with a tender kiss.

We looked at each other for a second before he turned me around and pulled me back to his chest. He stretched to grab the sweater that was near him and he pulled it over my head. I noticed it was the shirt he was wearing. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer.

I chuckled mentally at the position we were. The great and stone cold JB was spooning me, but even thought it was something I'd never expected, I felt myself blushing at the proximity we shared. I felt his arm wrapping me possessively around my neck as my head rested on his firm biceps. I could smell the perfume on the shirt he was wearing, it was an intoxicating essence.

"Everything will be fine." I heard his sweet mumble before I closed my eyes in sleep.


***


I opened my eyes when the bright light started itching my skin. I turned around to find JB's arm resting possessively on my waist. He was sleeping peacefully as his lips were slightly parted, adorable soft snores were echoing around the room. I giggled as I tried to pull his hands out of my body but he felt me moving and woke up quickly.

"Joheun achim (Good morning)" His sweet voice made me smile. I stood from the bed and he smirked when he looked at me. I checked myself and realized I was wearing his shirt. I opened my eyes widely and remove it throwing it quickly at his direction. I grabbed mine that dropped a few centimeters from where I was standing and slide it on top of my head.

"Get dress!" I exclaimed and he chuckled. I went to the bathroom and washed up and brushed my teeth. I found him sitting on the edge of the bed already dressed, he was waiting for me.

"I'll go back to the dorm now." He said standing from the bed and walking toward me. He smiled with his eyes and placed a soft kiss on my forehead.

"I'll see you later." He whispered before disappearing through the door. I felt dumb, like I was drugged or something. I sat on my bed and giggled like a fool. My cheeks were burning just as the skin area where he placed the kiss a few seconds ago. I heard the door closing and I knew I was alone. I shook my thoughts and started to get ready for my day.

I arrived JYP's building and went straight to Lorel's office. Everyone seemed to be in a great mood today and I could include myself in it. I've been sad since Yugyeom broke up with me but after a few weeks everything seems to be heading to the right place.

"Hazel-ah good morning, here is your schedule for the rest of the week." She said handing me a folder.

"Kamsahamnida Unnie." I said as I checked the folder. I had a meeting in two days with JunMyeon which is my boss. I swallowed hard as I felt Lorel's eyes on me.

I noticed I had to edit some of the 2PM videos and film GOT7 practicing their upcoming choreography.

"Is everything okay?" Lorel's voice sounded a bit worried, I nodded my head in answer.

"You're nervous about JunMyeon's meeting?" She asked and the look on my face must have been revealing since she smiled in reassurance.

"Don't' be. I am pretty sure it's good news." She said returning her eyes to the laptop. "You can go now Hazel-ah." She said. I bowed and did my way back to the cubicle.

I started working on editing 2PM's videos when soon I realized it was lunch time. I grabbed my phone and placed it on my pockets and did my way to the dining room. I picked up my food and sat on one of the free tables. I started eating when I saw someone sitting across me.

I looked up to find Yugyeom holding his tray, he smiled tenderly. "May I sit here?" He asked in a sweet voice.

I felt my heart beating faster as I nodded.


What is he doing here?


"How are you noona?" He asked as he took a sip of his drink. I breathed heavily and smiled. "I am fine, and you?"

It was weird speaking to him this way, like we were just people who knew each other, almost like strangers. "I am alright." He said smiling with his eyes.

I looked down and swallowed hard. This is such an awkward moment, what should I say?

"So... I heard you're filming us practicing our new choreography." He started the conversation. I nodded.

"Lorel told me today actually." I said taking a strand of hair behind my ear. He eyed me carefully.

"Yeah I guess they're going to use those videos to the documentary we're doing." He added. I opened my eyes widely and when he realized I returned my gaze to the food.

"Is it good?" He asked pointing at my food. "It's alright, I guess." I honestly spoke.

He chuckled. "That's why I always order pizza." He said shaking his plate a bit. I laughed.

"So... How is everything? How is work?" He asked casually. I noticed his eyes eagerly looking for mine but I felt really shy about it. Seeing him right in front of me, after all we shared, it was hard for me to manage.

"Good. It has been great, thanks for asking. What about you?" I managed to say, probably too faster for my own good. He chuckled.

"Fine I guess, we've been pretty full of stuff although I am sure you know about it." I looked quickly to him and our eyes met. I am pretty sure he's talking about JB.

We remained silent for a couple of minutes until he spoke again. "Manager-nim now applied new rules on the dorm, now we have to wash our own clothes too and cook by ourselves." He said a bit annoyed.

"I wish I was JYP so I could order him to do those things for us." He said and we both laughed. "He's always so stressed about everything, he needs to chill." He kept saying. I covered my mouth as I kept laughing.

For a moment we looked at each other and I felt my cheeks burning. The way he was looking at me was sending shivers down my spine. For a moment memories of when we were happy, flashed right in front of me. Is this my 5 minutes back in heaven?

My phone beeped and I realized it was Lorel calling me to go to her office. "Uhh... Lorel's calling me, I have to go now." I said standing from the chair, he quickly stood as well and looked at me with sparkling eyes.

"It was nice talking to you again." His voice was almost a whisper. I felt my heart shrinking, I nodded and bowed quickly disappearing through the doors.

I wanted to talk to him more but I don't know if I can go through that right now. I still feel like he's mad at me, next week will be a month since he broke up with me and told me he didn't want to see me ever again, yet here he is, sitting with me and starting a conversation.


I was so confused.


***


After I finished editing 2PM's videos, I sent them to their manager to get the approval. I decided to get a coffee since it was a bit cold inside the offices. I grabbed my coat and phone and did my way outside the building.

"Noona!" I heard a familiar voice, I turned around to find Yugyeom waving at me. Seriously? Two times in a day? This must be my lucky day.

I smiled and stopped walking. "Yugyeom... What happened?" I asked. He rested his hands on his knees to catch a breath.

"Are you going to get coffee? May I go with you?" He asked looking into my eyes. "Uh sure, but you don't like coffee." I said as we started walking.

"I am sure they have hot chocolate." He said between laughs. We arrived the café and we ordered, Yugyeom offered to treat me today and he looked happy and eager about it so I let him do it.

We sat on one of the tables as we waited for our orders. He rested his hands on the table and tilted his head. "You must be wondering why I followed you and why am I talking to you." His voice made me jump and his words woke me up from my daydream.

"I mean... This is all confusing. Last time we spoke you told me you didn't want to see me or talk to me ever again." I spoke my thoughs. He narrowed his eyes "That's a lie, last time we spoke I told you it was nice talking to you again, and that was this afternoon." He chuckled.

I rolled my eyes and shook my head while laughing. "Well the one before that then." I said and he nodded, his smile fading away.

"I know what I said and I am deeply sorry for that..." He cleared his throat and looked away. "I am sorry for what I said, it was reckless and it's not what my heart feels." He said now locking his gaze with mine.

I remained looking at him as something twitched on my stomach. He's really charming and his words are always kind and sweet. I looked down to my hands and nodded. I must admit his words before hurt me really bad. Thinking about living in a world where he hates me made me feel the most miserable person in the world.

I smiled tenderly at him, it was impossible for me to feel any other feeling besides love and gratitude toward him. "Thank you Yugyeom." I said honestly.

Soon our orders arrived and we did our way back to JYP as we drank the coffee and hot chocolate in our way. "So may I ask why you ordered coffee instead of hot chocolate? I remember once you said it depended on your mood... What's your mood right now?" His sweet voice made my heart beat faster.

My head was a mess, being with him this close, talking to each other like friends, just made me feel more confused. "I don't know... Coffee keeps my mind straight and gives me energy which is really what I need right now." I said and he nodded narrowing his eyes.

"I see. I hope this coffee can clear your thoughts and feelings." He said pointing to my coffee. I stopped walking as I saw we've reached JYP building. He smiled with his eyes at me and I felt my knees going weak.

"I'll see you around, bye noona." He said going inside a door. I stood there thinking about what he said.

I hope this coffee can clear your thoughts and feelings...


What is that supposed to mean? 


Does Yugyeom... Has feelings for me still? 


Do I still have feelings for him as well?





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A/N: I feel bad for my bias wrecker Yugyeom :( don't you? He's the sweetest!

I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Kamsahamnida!

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