Dear diary,

May 5th: I was 15 years old, and you were 15.

You said that you love me. I was shock. I was hesitant. I love you too. But I refused.

September 3rd: I was 15 years old, and you were 15.

You did it again. And I refused again due to not having enough courage.

December 30th: I was 15 years old, and you were 15.

I had a battle with Lui, but I lost. Nobody was by my side but you. You appeased me. How peaceful it was.

January 5th: I was 16 years old, and you were 16.

I fell and dislocated my leg. You carried me on your back. I oversleept on your back.

February 9th: I was 16 years old, and you were 16.

I was ill. You and our friends went to my house to visit me and take care of me.

July 5th: I was 16 years old, and you were 16.

You expressed love with me again. This time, I agreed.

July 8th: I was 16 years old, and you were 16.  

We went for a date. You kissed me on my lips. That was my first kiss. I was very happy.

March 30th: I was 17 years old, and you were 17.

We were walking across the zebra-crossing. A truck crashed into us. You shielded me by your body.

March 31st: I was 17 years old, and you were 17.  

You died. I cried a lot.

July 5th: I was 18 years old, and you were 17.

Today is two years since we were boyfriends. I remembered the day that we held hands together and walked along the paths. I cried.

September 17th: I was 18 years old, and you were 17.  

I did it. I won Lui. I did the thing that you couldn't do.

October 24th: I was 18 years old, and you were 17.    

I fell and dislocated my leg again. Lui carried me home. I just regretted that you were not him.

March 6th: I was 19 years old, and you were 17.      

Suddenly, I remembered about you, about the moments we were together. I cried.

May 19th: I was 19 years old, and you were 17.        

Lui said that he loved me but I replied him that I still love you.

January 24th: I am 20 years old, and you were 17.

Shu, I miss you a lot. I wish you could come back to me. Why did you leave me alone? Sometimes, I try to forget you but I can't. It hurts, do you know that?