Instead of writing the first chapter, I wrote chapter titles for every chapter and then decided that TPS will have thirteen chapters with a prologue and epilogue.

Goodbye to all of my free time.

I don't remember having these problems when I went through my first college class two years ago.

I actually wrote a lot during that time! Maybe I overwrote and burned myself out in the almost four years of writing?

Or my constant need to be the best at everything and anything is starting to weigh me down to the point of breakdowns, but instead of admitting defeat, I am merely sweeping it under the metaphorical rug so to speak?

Nah, that's not right.

Anyhow.

Later!

10/22/18.