I am a total failure.

I worked so hard on a book report! I went over the top, actually drawing the characters and quotes and i decorated it.

And everyone's still looks better than mine.

On top of that, my math grades are dropping, my depression and anxiety is coming back, my best friend isn't at school today (shadowing at another school), and i have extreme writer's block.

Also I have to miss play practice today to go to State for ANOTHER different play thing.

I feel like a total failure.

And I'm contemplating switching schools; but one of my best friends is coming back here next year, and I might wanna see him, but I don't know if he'll remember me...

I mean, it's almost terrifying to have depression and anxiety! What makes it worse? My sister constantly teases me, and will tell me what I don't want to hear. I have jealous friends; but in truth I'm jealous of them.

Please just help me.

A/N

Did i mention my body image/ confidence issues?

Or my fAKE FRIENDS?!