HAIIII

Sorry I haven't done anything in so long. I've been having some issues with friends and school... let me break it down for you:

-I actually legit have 3 friends now.

Because the other ones I had turned out to be self-centered and I couldn't care less.

But the thing that shook me was that some of my *close* friends were mistreating my bestie. So we both broke off connections with them for the greater good.

-I'm stressed about everything this summer.

How many camps can a girl handle? Probably three.

-I'm switching schools.

So now i'm enrolled in the local public school, and that's gonna be scary for me.

YES, I DID GO TO A PRIVATE SCHOOL AND IT WAS TERRIBLE NO NEED TO BUG ME OR TEASE ME ABOUT IT BECAUSE I WAS DONE WITH LIKE 99.99% OF IT ANYWAYS

-Mental Health and body image and sh*t

(Yes, a swear word. But... not?)

I have seriously been feeling like absolute trash. I swear people only want me to be their friends so I can supply them with how to do stuff or just doing a whole group project. My mom made a rude comment to me a couple days ago, but I just can't stop what I was doing before! (If you must know, she said 'That's a lot of food...' like I know but I hadn't eaten the day before) And then my depression and anxiety are up again and I legit cried three days in a row already.

-My friend keeps teasing me about my boyfriend.

Yes, I got a boyfriend. Recently. Ish. No more questions about this subject.

YESH I KNOW ITS PATHETIC TO CRY

BUT WHO WOULD BLAME ME

3 FRIENDS

MY FAMILY HATES ME

MY ONLY GRANDMOTHER DOES NOT RESPECT MY PERSONAL VIEWS like I know you are a hardcore christian woman but dear god please stop hinting that LGBQ+ people go to hell and that Harry Potter is witchcraft (it literally is but I'm not like a cult follower I can like what I want)

IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE MY DOG DIED

and I hate my life. 

And also, to all the people that I follow that I do magazine(s) and stuff for, I can't do anything right now. I need a while to take a breather, and I hope you understand and don't get mad.

AGAIN PLZ DO NOT BE MAD!!!! I AM ONLY ONE HUMAN BEING!!!

Love, Paigey <3