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UPDATING LIKE A BOSS HERE

Just a list of things that aren't fair to me that i said i'd tell my friend Jennifer (not her real name) today and then we didn't have school, so here we are.

It's not fair that:

I feel like my friends are leaving me

I am average

I feel like I don't belong

No matter what i do, someone does it better

I'm not terribly good at anything

I see some of my best friends only twice a year

I can't become anything interesting

No one cares that i'm lonely and forgotten

People talk about me behind my back more than they talk to my face

People think i'm weird (youre right later losers)

my friends don't seeem to care

My parents get mad at me easliy

I keep my feelings down where no one sees them

When i say 'i'm okay' people just walk off. LIKE nO IM SAD

My pimples make me loook like a goddam pepporoni pizza

I'm broke

I help my friends with their problems, but when I have problems they pretend not to notice

My hair is probably the most average hair in the world

I don't truly give enough time to myself

Things that matter in 'education' never make sense.

people get uncomforable around me

I'm never part of a conversation

One of my friends is super sarcastic and hurts me with her words and i just can't handle her well

I'm SUPER CLUMSY

I have to lie to cover up the pain that is silently killing me

I'm too awkward

people look past me

I'm worthless

I don't fit in to any group

I'm too shy

I always do all the group work and never even get a  THANKS

A boy and a girl can't just be seen as friends.

So here's my list Jennifer, I hope you're happy with it. Tell Peanut and Ash and Fletcher I said hi :3

A/N

Don't be ashamed of yourself. I'm allowed to because i'm author-chan and you deserve to be entertained by the lives of others.

But seriosuly,

For the one who cuts: Stop. You say that it takes your mind off of mental pain. Please stop. So many people love you and you are definetly worth it

For the ones with bulimia/anorexia: You are not fat. Stop boring that into your brain. You're beautiful how you're meant to be, and you're definetly not meant to be starving yourself.

For the lonely one: I'm here for you if you ever need a friend, a joke, or a virtual hug.

For the insecure:

YOU'RE INSECURE

DONT KNOW WHAT FOR

YOU TURN HEADS WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR

DON'T NEED MAKEUP

TO COVER UP

THE WAY THAT YOU ARE IS ENOUGH

That's right, I just quoted 1D.

But seriously, whoever teases you, I will track them down and punch them in the face for you. if you're wondering why they're teasing, they're secretly jealous of you OR they're just lizards posing as people and don;t know any better.  Probably the first option though.

You all are worth it. So stop believing you aren't.

<3, Paigey