i had a vision once

i lay down my body, resting

i get a dream

or a nightmare, maybe reality

it was a vision

i was within four walls

considered to be mine

i try walking out through that wooden door

but i end up back in the air between the walls

the world outside was on fire

or just flooded with guilt

all i could do was to look from inside into the blurry window

and through

i go back to my bed waiting for myself to wake

as i pulled out a book labelled as my name

opened it to see my diary with today as my fin

i put down that book

look out with no expectations

and peer into that endless sin