*Mallory*

I groaned as I woke up, my head throbbing.

I sighed as I slowly opened my eyes and was surprised to see it wasn't my hotel room.

I then felt something warm next to me and was surprised with whose face I saw.

Razzle....

I then realized he only had a bedsheet over him and looked down, seeing I was naked, too.

Shit....

I pulled the sheet closer to my body, covering my breasts, which I realized had cocaine residue on them, and sighed as I remembered last night.

Razzle and I left the club and headed to a bar a few blocks away, where he was comforting me about ending things with Nikki and drinking the night away, and afterwards took a cab to his hotel, where we had some gear and then it all just blurred.

I rolled over and looked at Raz's sleeping face.

He looked... peaceful... and actually pretty cute now that I looked closely...

Razz is really nice and a great guy, and it was so sweet of him to help me feel better, and I'm glad he was there when I really needed someone.

The phone suddenly rang and I jumped, and he snorted himself awake as I sat up and looked around the room, him doing the same, then seeing me.

"Fucking hell..." he said, looking around in surprise.

"I-Its okay.... Uhh, you should probably get that," I said.

He nodded and forced himself out of bed, also naked, and went to the phone, answering it.

"Yeah?..... Hey, yeah, she's here...." he said, looking at me as I got up, pulling my panties on, then looking for my bra.

"One second," he said, and looked at me. "Its Doc, wanted to know if you were here and if you're okay."

"Yeah, I'm okay," I assured, looking around.

He nodded and spoke to him. "She's alright..... Hilton, mate.... Right... Got it, see you then."

He hung up and I pursed my lips as the awkward air came back.

"Well....." I said.

"Sorry, love... I guess we got carried away last night," He said, rubbing the back of his neck before spotting his boxers and grabbing it.

"No, no, Razz, its fine, really," I assured, finding my bra and pulling it on. "If anything, last night helped me get my mind off of.... Well, you know..."

He frowned after pulling his boxers on. "Nikki really hurt you, didn't he, love?"

I sighed. "I don't even know why I'm stressing so much about this... I mean, its not like he's even my first heartbreak anyway, let alone the worst one," I sighed, sitting on the bed.

He walked over and sat next to me, his arm around me.

"You know, you deserve better than that, Mallie," he said. "Breaking your heart like that, that's just something nobody should ever do to a girl like you."

I sniffled, holding back my tears.

"Sorry, umm... This must suck, I mean, the girl you just slept with crying about her messed up relationship," I sighed.

"Come on now, I'm not upset about any of that," he said. "Its good to talk about it."

I sighed as he let me lean against him as he rubbed my back.

"Maybe this has you this upset, because you and Nikki shared something truly special," he said. "And that something special ended when you were really happy about it.."

I sighed. "I guess you're right... Nikki always made me feel like... Like no matter what happens, I was gonna be okay... Now, I just feel like I was never gonna be okay anyway, and I'm just alone in this world..."

"Hey," he said sternly. "You are not alone..."

He then placed his hand over mine.

"You got me, that's for damn sure," He said to me. "I will always be there for you, Mallie."

I couldn't help but smile. "Thanks, Razzle," I said. "That actually means a lot."

He smiled. "Anytime. Beautiful face like yours shouldn't be covered in tears."

I smiled and pulled him into a hug, his arms wrapping around my waist.

He chuckled softly as he hugged me back. "Alright... Now, let's get you dressed and fed, shall we? Doc and Mick are gonna come by to pick you up," he said.

I nodded as I got up and went to get dressed, then stopped when I realized Razzle was looking at me, a small somewhat dreamy smile on his face.

"What?" I chuckled.

He just shrugged. "Nothing, just... How could Sixx not appreciate such a gorgeous woman like youself?" he asked, as if asking himself.

I blushed and looked down. "Razz... You know, I'm still legally married to Nikki, and last night, it...."

He got up and walked over to me, standing over me.

"I don't think it was a mistake... Do you?" he asked, putting his hand gently on my shoulder.

I pursed my lips and looked down as his hand tralied up and held my cheek in his palm, having me look up at him.

Do I? I mean... Razzle basically took care of me, and treats me so well, even gave me his shoulder to cry on, always looked out since we met.

I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Honestly.... No... I don't think it was a mistake either," I smiled.

He smiled as we then suddenly pulled each other into a kiss before suddenly the door opened.

"Oi, Razz! We gotta ge- WOAH!"

We jumped and turn to see Hanoi's lead singer, Michael Monroe, rush in, followed by the rhythm guitarists, Nasty Suicide, and they stopped as soon as they saw me.

"Fucking hell, Razzle... Isn't that Nikki Sixx's wife?" Nasty asked.

"Ex," I said before Razzle said something. "I am Nikki's ex-wife... Long story..."

Not a complete lie, I just need a piece of paper to make it official.

They were still shocked by it all. "I'll be damned.... Though sorry to hear about that, love...."

"You wankers mind stepping out so the missus here can get dressed?" Razzle snapped, trying to shield me a bit.

"Oh!! Right!! Yeah, we'll see you at the dining room, then," Nasty said and they both hurried out, shutting the door as they left.

I sighed and looked down.

"I'm sorry... I'll explain everything to them, so they don't get the wrong idea about you" He said.

"It's okay," I assured him.

He sighed and walked over, pulling me into his arms against his warm, bare chest and I couldn't help but feel relaxed in them as I wrapped my arms around his torso.

Why do I feel like this with him so suddenly?

***

*Mick*

Doc and I soon arrived to the hotel in time to see Mallory and Razzle walk out of the hotel.

"Jesus Christ, you had us worried, Mal," I said as Razz and Mallory walked out and I hugged her.

"Sorry, Micks. Razz and I met up, and we left the club and went to a nearby bar before heading to his hotel room for some dust and... We just crashed..." she said.

I raised an eyebrow. "You two know I'm not a dumbass, I know what went on," I said.

Both of them blushed like hell and stood there awkwardly.

"Razzle, thanks for making sure Mal here was safe," Doc said.

"Anytime, mate," he said. "We already had breakfast before you got here, by the way."

"Thanks again for everything, Razz," I said as we shared a hug. "We'll see you soon."

"Counting on it," he smiled as they hugged, then pulled back. "Until next time, Crüe."

"See ya, Razz," I said we started to head back to the car when suddenly Razzle called out.

"Oh, by the way, Mallie," Razz said, making us all turn around.

Mallie?

"Hanoi Rocks will be in Seattle around the same day as you lot next week... How about you and I have some lunch, my treat?"

Mal smiled shyly and nodded. "I would like that..." she said. "See you then, Razzle."

He smiled as we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways.

"Aside from last night, is there something else going on between you and Razzle?" I asked.

She pursed her lips shyly.

"You know me, I don't fall in love at first glance like Tommy does," I said "Nikki really hurt me, Micks.... Razzle, he... He made me feel better about myself, and really helped comforted me... Even before this break up, he looked out for me."

I sighed. "I would say wait until this divorce thing is figured out," I said. "But.... This is the first time I've seen you smile in months..."

She sighed, looking down. "Once we're home I'm packing my things and leaving, and I'll see about a divorce lawyer once my head is in the right place..."

I sighed and rubbed her back in comfort.

We stayed quiet as we headed home.

~~~~~

Hey guys! So, I am back home and managed to draft up a few more chapters and parts for the future, so be prepared for a roller coaster of emotions!

Speaking of, how about that series finale of Orange is the New Black? Anyone seen it? And if so, are you okay??? Because I sure as hell am not!!! 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

🎶 Currently in Sapph's playlist:

Adam Lambert
"Better Than I Know Myself"

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