FLASHBACK
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I brushed my fingers through his soft, raven hair. His head laid on my lap, playing with my hair as time went on in the studio.

We sat in silence, enjoying each other's company.

Giving me little pecks of kisses and me returning them.

"Zhengting..?"

CAI HUA
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I stood up from my bed shaking.

Sweat covered me. Heavily breathing.

I looked over to my right, seeing Jaehyun still asleep.

Touching my chapped lips with my index finger, the dream felt as if real.

'Zhengting..?'

HUANG MINGHAO (JUSTIN)
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"Justin, we need to hurry up before we miss our flight!"

"Yes ge!" I responded hastily as I continued to pack my luggage. I had regretted packing last minute..

Having our world tour, we would be heading to South Korea..

'Maybe we might see jiejie..'

After packing most of my stuff, I headed to Zhengting's room to grab a pair of socks.

Going through his drawers, I couldn't find them.

"Damn it, where do you keep your socks..!" I cursed.

I ought to look into his luggage and steal a pair,

but,

a certain bouquet caught my eye.

On his desk and ready to go, were a bouquet of honeysuckles flowers.

"...Honeysuckles,

they mean the bonds of love.."

JUNG JAEHYUN
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"Hyung..."

I grabbed my bag before responding to Mark.

"Yeah?"

He looked anxious, fiddled with his fingers before telling me.

"Lee Sooman would like you to come up to his office,

now."

I froze.

"O-Okay."

[time skip]

"Jaehyun, have a look here."

I followed PD-nim's instructions, looking at the screen of his computer,

'What....'

SOOMPI: NCT'S JUNG JAEHYUN AND FORMER FULL M00N'S CAI HUA HAVE BEEN DATING?

It has been informed by fans that NCT's vocalist Jung Jaehyun was seen with former dancer of girl group FULL M00N, Cai Hua.

Many fans are surprised by this rumor, and more fans seeing Cai Hua after 5 years after leaving FULL M00N.

This rumor has not been confirmed yet by SM Entertainment, we still wait for the response of the idol and former idol.

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i'm back!

today is the day after my dad's heart surgery, and it was a success!

my dad is now right next to me, in his chair talking and just got done walking with the cane to support him.

he's doing great, and i'm really happy
\(≧▽≦)/

as for my grades, they're actually doing really well!

the quarter has just end, and all of my grades were good :)

but, i still want to keep my grades up for the upcoming quarter and i still want to help my dad so i still won't update as often.

hope you guys can understand 💕
i hope this chapter was good enough... so sorry if it wasn't..
but,

thank you all so much for all the patience and support 😭💗

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(Edit: btw just started an nct apply fic sooooooo you wannna join come :) )