: angst , smut , fluff ( ? )
' AWKWARD !   𝓪rmin 𝓪rlert.
❪  ·˚ ༘ ❫ ───   still, it was worth it.
                      i would do it again.
⛧ | - ⌗  𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓 𝐗
            𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐅𝐄𝐌 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑.

IN WHICH a mean introvert has a
quiet best friend who only hangs around with a few people, but has a kind heart, and a slutty history. the two best friends eventually becomes more than friends. slowly, but surely.
the introvert gave him her all. but, he
still left without saying goodbye.
but, still, it was worth it . . .
she would do it again.

▬▬▬▬▬▬    ( SYNOPSIS ! )

               they knew   each other   since they   were kids.   since they   were in   middle school,   they clicked   over a  school project &   now they're   in college.   damn. is   what y/n   thought as    she calculated    the years    they've been    locked in.

    she met    a few    of his    friends, none    of them really    liked her.   they tolerated    her because   of armin,   only. college    is where    things took    a slight    turn. armin    began to    explore different     ways to     pleasure himself
in ways    nobody would've    thought.

      its     armin, for    fucks sake.     but, y/n     couldn't say    the same.    virgin and    all.   y/n felt     so comfortable,    finally, she    gave herself    to him, all under    the circumstances     of trust,     putting his      slutty history     aside. finally,     they became    more than     friends. but     all good things     never last.

     don't they?

▬▬▬▬▬▬    ( SETTINGS ! )

theme ; black / tan .
size ; smallest / small .
font : georgia / times new roman .

INTRODUCING .  .  .

   𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓 . . .  ❪  🕷️·˚ ༘ ❫
" im sorry, but we can't do this any more. "

&& . . .

𝐘/𝐍 𝐋/𝐍 . . .  ❪  🐈‍⬛ ·˚ ༘ ❫
" fuck you mean we can't? you just gon leave!? "

▬▬▬▬▬▬    ( WARNINGS ! )

sexual content .
smut .
angst .
cheating (?) .
vulgar language .
besties to lovers trope . 
smoking .
drinking .
satire humor ( slight ) .
n-word usage .
trigger warning .

▬▬▬▬▬▬    ( DISCLAIMER ! )

This story is inspired by
the track AWKWARD by Sza .

All Rights Reserved .

This is fiction, please
refrain from mixing it with real life .
The scenes and dialogue are always
made from creativity .

COPYRIGHTS - © BEASTAARZ .
LAYOUT INSPIRED BY - © qewchee  .

AWKWARD -
written by beastaarz
an. if you are not black,
or a woc, leave the book
immediately. even
if you don't, please be
aware of the preferred
audience.

⛧