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▐  𝗉𝖺𝗀𝖾 7.
11/8/23.
#𝗇𝖾𝗂𝖼𝗒𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 1:21. " to fight your own monsters, you've gotta become one yourself."

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hey guys :)

it's neicy here. i'm finally out of the dungeon that my twin kept me in ( btw nb helped ?? everyone die )

anyway. how are you though? like real shit. i hope you're doing good my love. drink water and take care of yourself 🙏🏾

( and for the people who show more interest in me ) . . if you want me to be completely honest with you, life has been shit.

everything negative is how i've been. like just take every bad word you could think of, and put them hoes together.

i'm so exhausted and tired, physically and mentally.

i was falling asleep in class, i was more moody and rude than usual, and i felt so bad.

cause it was nobodies fault that I'm feeling this way, quite literally.

i was barely getting my work done, & i didn't go to practice today.

i don't wanna say too much? even though this is a rant book, i don't wanna trauma dump and shit, burdening others with my own stuff.

though something that i will share ( wise neicy rizz ) is that you should always cherish every moment with people you love.

even if you don't like them, and you still love them to death? i'm telling you chile. cherish every damn moment you could with that nigga. even the bad ones, when you might argue, or fight, or fall out.

hug them tight every chance you get when they leave because ( god forbid ) they might not come back.

and when you realize that, it's gonna feel like a billion punches to your stomach, like somebody is stabbing you over and over again.

especially if you left them on a bad note? it's definitely the worst feeling to ever endure. plus the guilt.

you don't even have to leave on a bad note. its the simple fact that they left you casually, without neither of you knowing whether or not they were gonna come back, because they obviously cnt predict that shit.

imagine tho ? that would make me sick to my stomach ngl. being able to know when u finna leave.

so sometimes u can say i love you, because they're just walking to the store. personally, ima always say "safety" or "be safe" cs like i said, u never know.

but its the simple fact that js because u think they coming right back, and they're not? its the worst. like "i didn't even get to say i love you." things like tht.

i been kinda depressed lately, but i'm alive nd breathing, so thts all that matters. i hope ya doing amazing and tht nothing but blessings and love coming ya way, cs u deserve it !!

anyway. if u dont know, innocent children, woman, men have been dying left & right during the israel and palestine war & its really sickening

i dont wanna get too much into that, just wanted to mention it. but about 881 families have been massacred & over 10,000 have also died. pls spread awareness about this tragedy bc its really devastating.

ughh.. this chap is filled w sm sentimental sht and emotions. ew.

pls help... but thas all i got for ya though. do me a huge favor & go enjoy your day. or night.. love you babes. and thanks for checking in with ya' girl ‼️🗣️

- hot girl neicy, logging out !

END OF CHAPTER QUOTE #7.

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& fuck what u heard bout me. "
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