07

All wrong

I Think mothers going crazy.

She talks to herself all the time.

She's colder to me.

She doesn't talk to anyone else.

She doesn't come and check on me when I'm hurt like she used to.

I think she's broken.

But I could fix her!

———

I closed my diary and tucked it under my mattress.

I wouldn't want anyone seeing it.

Walking into the kitchen I heard mom talking to on the phone.

"I Can't take it anymore! I'm just going to leave and forget about this damned place-"

"Mother?"

Mom slowly turned around and dropped the phone she had in her hand.

"Mom?"

She looked into my eyes and picked up the knife that was beside her.

" Mama What're doing with that?"

She stepped closer and fiddled with the knife.

"Momma...Whats wrong?"

" I-I can't take it anymore....Those cold eyes..."

"Momma your scaring me..-"

"ReMINdS mE Of YOUr FAthEr!"

The Blood splattered across the walls...

I Couldn't see...

The Blood From my eyes...

Went down my face like a water Fall.

I screamed in agony as she dropped the knife and gasped.

Fuyumi came rushing in the kitchen with touya and shoto right behind her.

They let out short gasps.

It hurt. It hurt more then training..

It hurt more than the abuse.

It hurt more than the cuts and cruises I would receive.

It wasn't even the pain from the slice that hurt.

It was the Fact that she threw away everything we had in a matter of seconds.

Kinda like throwing away a piece of garbage.

———

Let's just say that dad wasn't so happy about his successor having to skip training over being in hospital for weeks.

I wasn't happy either.

I know that he would take it out on the others..

It's all my fault...

Everything's wrong!

It's All Wrong.