Hell everyone is kinda crazy little bit but sometimes all you need to do is try to relax and be yourself haters never appreciate what you have been through they never understand those aches that stabbed in your heart haters will be the reason to let you became unworthy in life. If someone asked you: "You are horrible at writing and I don't think you deserve to write". Anyhow say to them this word: "Haters will always going hate but I don't care so how about you go away because you are nothing but a stupid person and I don't take opinions from losers".

My advice to you never cares about what haters say to you because if you start reaction what haters say to you trust me you will never start getting up and became a successful writer and I believe in you guys don't tell me I can't do it! Don't announce that because I know deep inside that poor heart inside you ha a long ride of the level of being a success.

Moreover, that not what I'm talking about I wrote this book because my lovely sexy boyfriend told me too he said to me:" Since you are writer how about you write a book about us and contain all those foolish silly quips that you entertain me when I'm feeling exhausted. Well I and my boyfriend are kinda crazy but we both been through something he has dated a girl she went and date his best friend while me I have been abused and bullied and mostly been through sexual harassment with my ex-bf I don't know if you guys called it sexual harassment but it kinda typically has a different name it's called I think (Rape) Well the flashback of it is that: "My ex-boyfriend he pushed me on the door and he started sexually touching me and I was enthusiastic about it I felt like I will vomit in any minute and how he touched me and put his weakness and I'm trying to push him away but there no reason until suddenly I cried.

I couldn't imagine myself am I dating a person or am dating a beast? I couldn't even escape from the way he touches to try to grab my tits all I want is something to happen to let him stay away from me but the unusual thing happened I heard his mother calling him and I told him your mom is calling your name but he didn't care and then I tried so hard to push him and I said in an angry voice:" Are you dumb your mother is calling you and I don't want to get in trouble I'm done trying to do some nasty things with you what will happen if I  get pregnant will you care about the baby. .I asked

He said:  "No"

And I look myself I don't want to date you anymore forcing me to do this with you gives me a moment to become so pathetic and unwanted you I wish I didn't date you.

Anyways, back to my magic love story it's hard to express how much I love my new boyfriend it feels like we are meant to each other but at the same time how we laugh in those cartoons that speak about The Adventures of Dora and how we copy her talk but in the funny way *laugh*  Babe, You light my world I'm glad I became part of it.  We finalized each other for almost 3 months and I hope we always stick together through everything.

* Today is your special day, I am glad we are spending it together. I hope your birthday is as incredible as my love is for you. You are very special to me and you deserve an even more special day. There are not enough words in the dictionary to express how much you mean to me and to express how much I love you.

*You were already on my mind when I woke up this morning. Funny how I just can't stop thinking about you. Six months ago we hadn't even met, and now you are the most important person in my life. So, I just wanted to say I love you, and I can't wait to see you again.

True love is measured by how deep you fall
And judging by how low you are willing to crawl
Just to save it and make it last
It is determined by how willing you are to open up and offer your trust.
It is hospitable, amazing at all times, and always kind.
It is never prejudiced, it is color blind

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn’t help memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I’ve fallen in love with you
and I’ll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don’t know what I’ll say
But I’ll never stop loving you
every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I love you.

You are the sun that shines brightly throughout my day.
You are the gravity that holds me down in every way.
You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night.
You are stars that glimmer oh so bright.

I am so grateful,
That you are my man,
I worship and love you,
I’m your greatest fan.

You’ve made me so happy,
I’m giddy with delight,
Stay with me forever,
And I’ll hold you so tight.

You are the sun that brightens up my life.
You are my knight and shining armor
My one and only protector.
You are the best supporter
My first and only lover
You are the reason behind my smile
And you’re the reason why I cry
You’re my clown when I’m sad
The medicine when I feel bad.
I love you from the earth to the galaxy
And I’m always here when you need me.
You are like a soldier, that makes me feel you’re always there
And when you disappear my heart is full of fear.

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