Hello everyone, I don't know what to say but  I'm crying right now I'm writing this and I'm crying and I don't know how to thank you all for standing up for me but trust me being around my family is the worst ever and how every time I tried to say something I get ignored by who by the family. And if they say something and I say my opinion they all say that I'm stupid, dumb idiot, she speaks before she thinks. Do I look stupid? Do I look like I'm not even smart? You will not believe I didn't eat because of my mood after what she said so makes me feel like I want to die and burst into tears. How my mum was like acting normally she doesn't bother care she didn't even stand up or try to shut my biggest sister.  I remember she told me you are not good enough and how about you go to sanatorium crazy every time I remember that word I ask myself why do  I deserve to be treated like that? I can't handle words even though her words are more painful and every time I think about all I wish is to cry and never stop.

If you all think my life is good and how every time I send you those sweet words doesn't mean my life perfect my life is trash but I have to be thankful. When I send you guys this you responded to me in sweet words it makes me happy. Anyhow, I'm glad that I found some people like you someone who knows my pain and my suffering now I  have noticed my family doesn't care about me and all they do is treat me like trash. And I love the altitudes of my twin she was like 'Don't give a care about her' but deep inside those words hit me 1000 times I couldn't handle it I'm sorry twin I shouldn't listen to her but sometimes those words make you feel like you aren't worthy you need to quite in everything.

Thank you all for being nice to me and now  I'm glad that I found a new family who knows, Tys what I have been through and I hope our friendship never ends! *crying *

I couldn't Continue I'm just crying on this keyboard my words gots me off.

UGGGH

Ask God's great forgiveness.