Today I haven’t written since my previous relationship but sometimes expressing my previous relationship is kinda hard after I gave him everything he treats me like I'm his toy. But I have never thought dating someone is part of horror to me through my life. I wish I can go back to those old times and deleting every memory of my life I have no word to say /or to express my life if it is whether perfect or horrible or nasty or disgusting. I repeat   I have no words to say about my life but unfortunately, it's was just based on suffer and pain.

Pov,
A month ago, I have dated a person and in the first time he wasn’t giving me any existence in his life all he cares about was girls and how they look and how they have beauty but he never give a shit about that girl who was standing by his side through the rough times he never cares about that girl who was crying every day just to make sure is he okay?.   I'm stupid and numb dating a boy like him after giving him everything I will not lie about what I gave him and I don’t mind to list for you guys

1. LED
2. Destined book

3. A bar of chocolate
4. A ball
5. A headphone

I have never thought of giving or spending my money on someone but I did this because I thought deep inside he was the one for me.  But the truth is life is a  tragedy, life is a mission and mostly life is a test you don’t have to cry for what the creator put you. However, I know the suffer from those
watt pad writers who are trying so hard to make their books
accomplished I know the suffering I was in your position before and my position  was based on

crying
falling
crushing
depressed
unhappy
lonely
anxiety
     Sometimes  I have the habits of losing  anorexia  and
not doing or eating anything.

This message for you my watt pad writer

Tips
1. First, don’t give up
2. Don't   think that you aren’t good at writing
3. Don't feel ashamed of your mistakes
4. Stay happy!
5. Stay Positive
6. Don't quit up so fast
7. Always ask for advice
8. Communication is important (try to know new people)

I don’t mind knowing more people on Wattpad and help them in their lifestyle issues and I'm always trustable and helpful and no matter what I'll stick with you my watt pad writers. Those who asked my age I'm 21 years old and I'm not ashamed that’s my age is 21 everyone in this watt pad their age is29,40,35,44…etc They are intelligent in writing and creating a new story and I'm saluting them so much <3.

Well too bad I went so far loll if you all remember my previous
a story about that boy I dated him well too bad I figured out that’s he wasn’t the one for me and he wasn’t the man who will share my dreams and pains that’s I always suffer…  well basically I'm not sad about it because I discovered him by his real identification personality and I discovered how nasty he is and when he said to me:'I'm different from all the boys you dated "   and I responded:'Yeah right! " my mind was like
*he is a jerk* *you are the most white hearted you don’t need someone like him* *he is dickhead*.

My mind *Crying**screaming**yelling**lonely**depressed*
But I'm satisfied through everything and I decided to throw everything behind and start a new page of my life next chapter it will be about something miracle and mostly full of magic. Well in my thought I called it magic but I think in your thoughts my fans you will say Love from the First Sight .

Stay tuned for more updated

       
         This my story and how it starts and I will be glad to tell everyone about it because everyone has been through something don’t be ashamed to tell people I'm raneem and I have been proud writing my story to everyone and telling my horrible and disaster events that’s happened to me try to learn from those events and always stay happy.   And in my
thought, I don’t like to see precious queens cry over a fuck boy.
I don’t like to see hot boys cry over girls.
Love you all <3

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