It smells like grape Tylenol in here. I don't know where N ( @theoneandonlyKiibo )is. She almost always sits next to me and is never late to a class. EVER.

      I happened to run in the room just as the bell rang, expecting to see her sitting there already and to be late, but the teacher's Internet was down.

      I'm kinda worried about N, the last time I talked to her was last period. She was talking about how annoying this kid was in the grade above us, he asked about her arm constantly. The last thing that I remember telling her was that I thought she was really brave for once not trying to cover her arm. I was telling the truth, because she might have been bullied more today than ever.

      update: I moved away from the cramped and medicine-smelling desks. I'm sitting on the couch at the far side of the room.

      There's nothing too interesting to say, since I have nothing to do. Today is Wednesday, and we have hardly any homework on Wednesday's. Whatever homework I had already got finished during class time. Study hall is boring and sad without N being here. It's hard to make the most boring class period even more boring, but that was exactly what was happening here.

      Maybe she was still in seventh period science, the most common reason to be late in the entire school (she made our period even later ever since a girl named Tori told her how technically it was a war crime) but never as late as this, into another period. 

      I'm more scared. Half of the period has already passed, and she is nowhere to be found. Even Xenia, her self-proclaimed worst enemy, was worried about her. You could tell something was wrong when even Xenia was worried, because she was so carefree.

      I'm going to be so so so so so so so so so so so mad at myself if something bad happened to her. The teacher informed me I was not allowed to leave the class room for any reason, no matter how worried I was. 

       Finally, I was able to ask him to make an announcement over the speakers that played throughout the entire school. She still has not shown up.

      Some things America does are amazing, like Amber Alerts. We do not have those here in Japan, for whatever reason. This is the first time I've ever thought about it and especially the first time I've been mad about it. 

Someone tell me how to find a lost person please

      So now our friends know about it (only 2 people but whatever) and we are all doing everything we can do in efforts to find her. Called, texted, and the teacher even made another announcement. Still not here. I'm terrified. 

      @theoneandonlyKiibo if our are seeing this notification, where are you. Reply, I swear to the lord we can't find you. Are you ok? I'm so scared right now it's unreal

      There's 7 minutes left at the time of writing this, and she's still not here, oh god.

      is this a joke

      Apparently people have been searching the entire school but nobody has found her. The last people who have reported seeing her were the people in our 7th period science class. 

we are still looking.

       There's a feeling you can only get by being an atheist but yet you're so damn scared that you want to pray to something that is or isn't out there.

      If it's about that kid I swear to god. Did they get into a fight? She wouldn't be able to put up much of a fight if that's what happened. For one, he's obviously more powerful than her, even with the fact that he has the maturity level of a 2-year-old. Number 2, she's nonviolent so she wouldn't fight back if she could. oh god oh shit.

      the day is over. she never showed up and we never found her. I'm scared so much