today at school was really nice, we did like nothing in every class and three teachers of mine were absent.

bbbbut I was so lonely and left alone to my dark thinking and felt extra depressed.

e v e r y
s i n g l e
p e r i o d ,

if I had friends in that class, they would leave me— the only non band friend, to go to the band hall and hang out with there "real" friends. every. period.

but I understand, why care about some insignificant loser?

3rd? no more like 6th time.