sorry I haven't posted much

life is depressing

I had a breakdown on Tuesday, and then two on Wednesday.

i haven't drawn anything

I hate myself so fucking much.
I'm a failure.
I don't deserve anything

I wish I was dead

maybe I don't have any reason to live

sorry

we have today, March 30th, a Friday off

I feel really lonely
no ones here to help me
I have no energy or sleep
staying away from food too

I want to drown
or anything

here's some cute pics of my cat so I can leave you off on a positive note and no one will worry about me

wow blur

/yes that is my childhood stuffed animal collection in the background/