"You still love that Zack guy." John says. This aren't the things where he usually comes up with.

"I don't love him.. i miss him." Emma admits.

John sighs. "I hate to say it but then you should go to him." He says.

"John! He cheated on me!" Emma shouts.

John nods "I know." He stands up and leaves the room.

"John...?" Emma asks confused.

A/N 

Hey friends.. I've a feel there is a constandly scream in my head. a fearing, terrible, crying scream.. like it's been stabbed and bleeding and it's just screaming. it's not stopping, it's screaming...

well... anyway friends...

I need to learn how to relax.. I don't know how to relax.. i can't relax basically and these days it seems to ask slowly a toll. i'm often ill... 

I tried to draw for a few days but basically there is just that panicky scream that keeps coming and makes me more stressed when I draw or listen to music or do anything.

That weird scream isn't leaving me.. and I need to know how to relax. If I distract myself I will only get tired and i've noticed that already.

Please comment or message me anything what you believe that could stop that scream and/or could help me calm down. I'm not calm. I'm really not calm... 

love from the insane kid,

Ann