alone again, how did it happen this time? his eyes are dying out as he lays on a moss covered log. the bright blue is fading to a dull grey tonight. two broken pieces of glass rest next to him with small specks of moss stuck to them. the moss slowly starts to consume him as he reaches his hand out to mine and covers.
"its ok sweetheart; you will be okay." he slowly and weakly shook out these words before he fell asleep as the moss fully covers his body.

I open my eyes to see him still asleep, with no sound. I buried my face to his chest hoping for him to rub my back, though it never happened. I turned my head placing my ear down and I listen. I can hear his heartbeat and hes still warm.
" youre gonna be ok, I promise," tears rushed down my cheeks, " I love you so much, please don't go." I quickly stopped my tears as he tencely and briskly wrapped his arms around me and held me tighter then usual.
" this isn't what I wanted!!" he angerly screamed to no one in particular. I scooted and hugged his face to my shoulder and I gently pet his hair; he tenced up more but slowly let his shoulders and arms fall to calm as he sofly cried in my shoulder, " this isn't what I wanted." he whispered.