11:11pm

Rico: Nagtitiwala ka na ba sa akin?

Jhing: huh?

Rico: Kasi ioopen mo na ang buhay mo sa akin.

Jhing: Sinong nagsabi?

Rico: O_O

Rico: ANG DAYA!

11:12pm

Jhing: Haha! :p

Jhing: But I'm an open book. Wala lang sa akin kung sabihin ko kahit kanino ang kwento ko.

Rico: Kahit na. :)

Rico: Masaya ako :)

11:13pm

Jhing: Ayokong masaya ka.

Rico: Malungkot na pala ako :(

Rico: Kwento mo na.

Jhing: Ok, go. Ask the right questions to know the right answers.

11:14pm

Rico: Sino si "him" sa diary mo?

Jhing: Hindi mo kilala.

Rico: Ows?

Jhing: He's a guy from my school. Years ago.

11:15pm

Rico: Ibang lalaki?

Jhing: Bakit? Sino bang akala mo?

Rico: Ako :(

Rico: Akala ko may HD ka sa akin tapos aamin ka na sa akin.

Rico: Pinaasa mo ako Jhing

Rico: o(；△；)o

Seen 11:16pm

Jhing: Ang feeling mo, ha!

Jhing: Not everything in this world is about you, Jesus Crux.

Rico: Hahahahaha :(

Rico: Okay lang. Paasa ka naman talaga.

Jhing: Gago.

11:17pm

Rico: Anong pangalan niya?

Jhing: Bakit kailangan pa malaman?

Rico: Para alam ko kung kaninong pangalan isusulat ko sa death note.

Jhing: Death note?

Rico: Yung notebook sa anime na pag sinulat mo pangalan ng isang tao dun, mamamatay yung tao sa heart attack.

Rico: Pwede rin isulat dun kung paano, kailan at saan mamamatay.

Rico: Resbakan natin. Sinaktan ka niya eh.

11:18pm

Jhing: Haha! he didn't hurt me. I hurt myself.

Rico: Ha?

Jhing: It was a fairytale that never happened. An ending without a happily ever after because of not having a once upon a time.

Rico: In tagalog?

Jhing: Walang kami.

Rico: Ow.

11:19pm

Rico: Ang haba ng sinabi mo tapos walang kami lang pala?!

Jhing: Fuck you. Ang drama na, e.

Rico: Hahahaha sorry na. Hindi na po. Seryoso na. Kwento mo simula umpisa. Saan kayo nagkita? Paano?

Jhing: I dont know why I'm telling you this but wtf.

Jhing: Magkaklase kami sa college. I had a crush with this guy na sobrang gwapo.

11:20pm

Rico: MAHILIG SA GWAPO! Physical attraction lang!

Jhing: I'm a girl. Deal with it.

Rico: Parehas tayo :">

Jhing: Fuck.

Rico: Hahahahahahahahaha joke lang!

Rico: Lalaki ako.

Rico: ᕙ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ

11:21pm

Jhing: (－‸ლ)

Rico: Tuloy mo na nga lang kwento :(

Jhing: Ayun, yung sobrang gwapo. Alam kong high maintenance siya so I diverted my attention to someone else. Hanggang mapunta sa lalaking yun.

Jhing: He's not that handsome compared to the other one but he has his own charm that will make you smile.

Rico: Hindi ako napapangiti :|

Jhing: :|

Rico: Continue.

11:22pm

Jhing: Ang jolly din niya. Palatawa at palangiti.

Rico: JOLLY DIN AKO! Pwede na nga ako pumalit kay Jollibee sa sobrang jolly eh!

Jhing: Ano ba?!

Rico: :( 

Rico: Continue.

Jhing: Kung ayaw mong ikwento ko. Di wag!

Rico: Sige na, kwento na :(

11:23pm

Rico: Kahit ang sakit sakit na

Rico: p('⌒｀｡q)

Jhing: :|

Rico: Sige na ituloy na po.

Jhing: Ok.

Jhing: So there. Sikreto ang pagkakaroon ko ng crush sa lalaking yun dahil crush din siya ng kaibigan ko. I kept it a secret kasi alam kong mawawala rin agad yung pagkacrush ko sa kanya. Pero dumating ang second year college, nagbago lahat.

11:24pm

Jhing: Naging magkagrupo kami sa isang class so we ended up being buddies. Nung una, nararamdaman kong masaya ako pero habang tumatagal, nararamdaman kong nagbabago na ang feelings ko.

Jhing: I thought it was just a mere crush but then, as I looked in his eyes when he smiled, my heart told me I'm already in love. He's my first love.

11:27pm

Jhing: Hey?

11:29pm

Jhing: Jesus Crux?

Rico: Bakit?

Jhing: Are you still reading?

Rico: Sakto.

Jhing: huh?

Rico: Sige, kwento lang.

Jhing: Are you sure?

Rico: Oo.

Jhing: Ok.

11:30pm

Jhing: When I started feeling the feelings I shouldn't have felt, I started to run away.

Rico: Literal kang tumakbo?

Jhing: :|

Rico: Hahahahaha joke :(

Jhing: Iniwasan ko siya. Lumayo ako sa kanya kasi alam kong hindi magiging kami. Pinuputol ko agad ang topic kapag kinakausap niya ako. Kapag nakikita kong lumalapit siya, lumalayo na agad ako.

11:31pm

Jhing: I was scared of investing more feelings. I was scared of getting hurt.  I was scared of loving him knowing he can't do the same.

Jhing: I was hurt without even trying.

Rico: Paano mo nasabing hindi ka niya mamahalin?

Rico: Nabakla ba siya? O_O

11:32pm

Jhing: Bwisit.

Rico: Hindi nga! Nagtatanong ako ng maayos D:

Jhing: At the day of our graduation, I saw a girl kiss him in the lips. Sinagot na siya ng nililigawan niya.

Rico: Ow.

Jhing: I was silly for crying hard that night. Pero alam ko rin namang kasalanan ko kasi ako unang lumayo. And now I'm thinking of the what ifs. What if I tried? What if I didn't shoo the feelings away?

Jhing: But what if it fails? What if I already have a lot of feelings for him then everything gets wrong? Baka mabaliw ako.

Rico: You're afraid to fall in love?

Jhing: I'm afraid to get hurt.

11:33pm

Rico: Pero nasasaktan ka na. At kapag nagmahal ka, masasaktan ka talaga.

Rico: Hashtag SaanKoNakuhaYun

Jhing: I know, right? I'm confusing as fuck. Even, I myself can't deal with myself.

Rico: I can deal with you.

11:34pm

Jhing: Lol.

Rico: Pagkatapos nun?

Rico: Anong nangyari?

11:36pm

Jhing: After how many years of, he's still with her. They're still together. And yeah, they're already engaged.

Rico: Oh.

Jhing: Haha yeah.

Jhing: "Oh."

11:39pm

Jhing: They're having their fairy tale because they had their once upon a time. And I'm sure they'll have their own and they lived happily ever after.

Jhing: With a sequel of a happy and contented family.

11:40pm

Jhing: And a book 3 for the next generation: a happy story of their kids.

Jhing: Pitiful that the closure I asked was this. Alam kong hindi naging kami but I need an assurance of my what ifs. Then they're going to marry. So yeah, that's the closure. Malamang hindi siya ang kasama ko sa future.

Jhing: I need to go to bed. Sumasakit ulo ko. Goodnight.

11:42pm

Rico: Sige, goodnight.

11:46pm

Rico: Jhing. . .

Rico is typing. . .

12:02am

Rico: If you want to have a happily ever after, I'm willing to start the once upon a time with you.

2:01am

Jhing: Haha!

2:03am

Jhing: And oh, October 17. Happy birthday M Jesus Crux. :)

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Ang writer ng 23:11 ay si pilosopotasya. Ako. Ako po si Rayne. Babae. @ulaaaann sa twitter. @screenshots.ni.rayne sa ig. Pilosopotasya sa fb page.