I did not think about him but he always came up on my mind. 

It was not on purpose and I was always trying to think about something else. 

Not long time and I gave up on trying to stop the thoughts. 

It's really weird to have someone still on my mind .. and funny. 

I know it's not good to think about him or imagine some good things together .. it's not fair that I'm not able to tell myself to stop it.

.. not given a chance ..