I am trapped in a keyhole, 
I am tired of this kitchen sink. 
You are a killjoy 
When the lightning strikes in the rain 
And you crawl in the wind.

I am trapped in the depths of toxic love, 
Where sheets are stained with blood and drugs. 
I set up the lamp, 
You held the ace of clubs. 
You played it incorrectly, like your ancestors. 
Though I was struck by the ace of spades, 
Like a fatal fever song.

Blood stains on the walls 
Where salvation turns cold and war, 
Heart laced with pain in a hole 
As I drown like a broken bird in misery.

I am a dog in the cycle of love and hate, 
Every toll paid comes with a heavy cost. 
I could have given everything, 
But all went in vain 
As tears threaten to engulf me. 
I am alone in devotion with so many questions: 
Did I wait too long? 
Are you truly gone?