Skylars pov

"well........about the money.......... Nash and I were asked to go tour" he says. I stare at him dumb founded. "your mad." He says
"I. Um. I." I say then sigh because im speechless."so how long you leaving. Because it better not nine months." The blow up. I couldnt hold it in. " if it is you just might have to find some one else. You left that long when we were 14 and I was on the edge of dieing dont you remeber that. Nash, cam, and Taylor left early. Yet you stayed. You knew what was happening yet you stayed. Whats funny is I clinged to life for four days just for you yet you didnt come back. Nash stayed with me over night Cameron sang to me while I was in the coma. And Taylor, Taylor held my hand and cried. What did you do. Oh yeah stayed in Austin Texas while I was about dead." I yell.
"you wanna know what I did. I cried and prayed every hour of every day because I was worried. I couldn't stop crying. I wasn't going to the events. I stayed in the hotel room and cried. you think I didnt want to come back. They wrre only three tickets for an early leave. I wanted to go but I couldn't. Im only gonna be gone for 3 months after Ashley has Janessa." He yells. I tear up and walk out. I walk down the stairs trying to hold in the tears. I walk straight through to the back yard. I sit in the grass underneath a big tree. "maybe I should stay maybe I should go maybe I should just leave him alone. And If this isnt right im okay with being wrong. Cause I dont wanna miss him when he's gone. We could be perfect or just a disaster we could be in love and never fight. We could be mad or happy ever after it could be me instead of him and i." I sing. I changed the lyrics a bit so I pertained to my situation.
"that was almost my song." I heard Daniel's voice from above me. I look up and there he was.
"what the heck are you doing up there?" I question him.
"sames as you clearing my head he says jumping out of the tree. he sits next to me. I lay my head on his sholder.
"Daniel what if somethig goes wrong. What if I go into a coma again."
"I'll be here and so will gilisky, mendes, brent. And.do you plan on purposefully walking into the street again?" He says. The reason I fell into that coma was because I walked into the road at night trying to commit suicide. The car didnt hit me hard enough. Dang it. it was because I was alone and when im alone I think of my parents. And when I think about my parents I wish I could be with them.
"rember when you and Hayes pulled me out of the river when I was ten." I say.
"yeah why did you not swim to shore." He asks.
"i filled my pockets with rocks. I was trying to die. But of course you wouldn't let me. Daniel why did you leave me?" I ask
"I couldn't stand to see you with Hayes. our parents had it planed that we would get married. Eventualy I started having feelings for you. Then when you went to Magcon I planed on asking you out when you got back but you and Hayes were already together and I gave-" I kissed him. I never knew he felt like this but I didnt think twice. Not about Hayes, not about my parents, not about nothing. It was short. Innocent. Ment nothing. Or at least I hope.
"im sorry. I wasn't thinking." I ramble.
"did I kiss back?l he ask with a smirk.
"yes."
"did I yell at you."
"no"
"im not mad." He says.
"But what about Hayes. Im a horrible girlfriend. Im a horrible grand daughter. Im gonna be a horrible mother."I cry.
"no your not. Your the best girlfriend and if Hayes dont see that then he needs to open his eyes. Also your gonna be a great mother." he says.
"can we keep the whole kissing you to our selves?" I ask.
"yeah." He says. I stand up and walk inside. I went upstairs. Here comes round 2. I feel 2 strong arms wrap around me pulling me back before I could open my door. I look up its Shawn.
"what Shawn?"I ask.
"you cant go in there." He says.
"why did Hayes punch a hole in the wall. I don't car. I just wanna talk to my boyfriend." I say.
"your not gonna want him to be your boyfriend after what he just said and did." He says.