Why is it that pain floods in after years
Your choices led me here
But I cannot blame you for all
In the making of a broken family

I'm only here to pleasure a dying thought
or a lost ghost of running hopes
I didn't ask for this

No one did
I wished for your lifeless corpse to be in a blaze of hell
Yet I miss you

The limbo of hate and love that I once felt is so breaking
My crumbling thoughts creep into a creation of lost feelings

Now it creeps to me when I am alone and not
My tongue is in my throat when I try to speak

I can't say anything will ever end this pain
I can only put my trust in time