I'm finally feeling it. All this pain in my heart is for real cause he was my first real love, the one person who I thought would really stick around...But No.. He's just like all the others in my past. Buttering me up and making me feel like that our love was the strongest. Only to just push me aside when someone that he loved long ago comes back..

  I'll never really have that kind of love will I? Will ever single person who I fall for just leave me for someone that they think is better!? I'm..I'm in so much pain and I don't know why I'm letting it out like this!

  It's finally been done everyone. My Heart has finally been turned to DUST!!!