WHY AM I EXPECTED TO LISTEN TO EVERYTHING SAID TO ME WHETHER I AM INTERESTED OR NOT?

AND WHAT IF IN RETURN THERE IS SOMETHING I SAY?

THEY MAKE ME QUITE,' SHH! ITS NOT THE WAY'

CAN'T MY HEART ACHE AND MIND BURST?

FOR ME CAN THINGS NEVER TURN RUST?

I KEEP LOSING SOMETHING I NEVER GOT,

I KNOW EVERYTHING CAN'T ALWAYS BE THE WAY I THOUGHT.

I CAN'T ALWAYS PRETEND TO BE HAPPY, WEAR A FAKE SMILE AND WALK,

BECAUSE I AM FILLED WITH EMOTIONS ONE WHOLE STOCK.

I KNOW TOUGH TIMES AWAIT,

AND GRADUALLY THEY WILL MAKE ME THEIR BAIT.

MY EMOTIONS BECOME AN OBSTACLE  AND PUSH ME FROM THE FRYING PAN TO THE FIRE,

FACING MY OWN EMOTIONS HAS BECOME A FEAR 

AND NOT FACING THEM IS A INEXPRESSIBLE DESIRE.