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  As she began to walk away he grabbed her arm forcing her to him. They shared an intense eye lock as his eyes dominated over hers, she couldn't keep the eye lock for long knowing that he would be able read her just by her eyes. Sometimes she would blame herself for being so transparent before him but he was her soulmate as much as she wanted to deny it they were the same soul in two bodies residing in each others hearts. He grabbed on to her forcing her up against a wall as she instantly thought of all of the times this had happened to them. "Why are you so adamant to try and hide your feelings, it not a burden for anyone Draupadi not to me anyway, i just wish you peace and if i can help reduce your stresses and share the anguish of your heart i want to do that but you won't let me because you just won't let me all the way in." He grasped her shoulders shaking her slightly as she whispered "i like the pain. Don't look shocked Arjun, ever since i stepped out the fire i have constantly had to deal with trials and tribulations but i don't complain for one reason and one reason only;i love my family to much, i'd rather go through the pain alone rather then tell them or anyone because i see the look in their eyes. Hope. They expect so much of me; they look at me with this sense of hope that is indescribable." "You can still be that type of hope Draupadi, you don't need to keep this in because when you break you will end up breaking twice as hard." She looked back at him "So what let me break, i don't need you to pick up the pieces and the smash it all over again, i did that once Arjun, i let you make me believe in love and what the heck did you do-here let me jog your memory; you hurt me. Broke me into a thousand pieces and what do you want to be a part of my life only to do the same again. She looked at as he looked at her shocked beyond all, she rolled her eyes, she began to walk off again but once again he caught her. Damn his warrior instincts she thought, "If i didn't mean anything to you why is my name in your mendhi." She closed her eyes she had been caught. He twirled her back to him trapping her against his muscular well built frame as he whispered into her ear. "Nothing escapes my eyes, especially if it is related to you."  

  Her eyes drifted to the horizon, the sky was pink and the sharp prongs of bare trees had ripped a hole in the clouds. Through the wound the colours of winter bled and burnt her mind. "Draupadi, i will ask you again- Why is my name in your mendhi." She looked sharply into his eyes "Because i still love you Arjun. My every breath every heart beat has your name written on it- but the bitter truth is that you hurt me Arjun, and i don't trust easily, you built me up only for you to knock me back down. What happens if i choose to accept you again and then in the future you walk away from me, i barely coped the first time i can't do it again Arjun and please don't ask me to." He looked straight at her his gaze piercing through lie his arrows "Draupadi that is the bliss of falling in love, When two souls fall in love, there is nothing else but the yearning to be close to each other. The presences is felt through holding hands, hearing a voice and the sight of a smile. Even through a simple touch. Souls don't have calender's or clocks, nor do they understand the notion of time and distance. They only know that it feels right to be with one another. This is the reason why we can't live without each other, your soul  feels the absence-  it doesn't realise that the separation it temporary, either way Draupadi i'll always find my way back to you and same with you, as much as you probably don't like it we live in each others hearts even if you would try and forget me you wouldn't be able to because the most powerful weapon that everyone has is their heart, your heart always overpowers your mind and right now i can see the conflict in your eyes you want to hate me;your mind is telling you that but your heart belongs with me and me only."

She turned around so she wasn't facing him, the wind rushing through her hair, "You know Arjun when you left i felt incomplete, i know that mother told you all how i was adamant to forget you and all that happened but i never could the more i tried to run away from you, you kept coming back to me. When i saw you after i didn't know what i wanted from you when i looked into your eyes i felt my self break within, i knew that this was all your lots plan to get me and you back together i'm not dumb i added the pieces together, yet despite being hurt from you and knowing that you would be here i decided to come because i couldn't stay away. i wouldn't. And sometimes i thinking i'm causing myself more pain. Love....Love well made doesn't exist because it ends up destroying everyone." She turned to him "I have no problem admitting before you Arjun that i...i love you. But i don't know what i will do if you leave me. I know i always say i am fearless but i'm scared of what could happen if...." 

Arjun walked up to her shortening the distance between the two. "Krishnaa i can't promise you that there won't be separation and pain, in the story of love: Sacrifice, pain, struggle, separation are all chapter no matter how long they are they are all part of love. That's the essence of love. it hurts you but your failing to the amount of pain i'm in, its like you refuse to see what i am trying to tell you, if you loved me you wouldn't be selfish-love is pure, love is selfless. But i don't think that you love me...."

Her breathing became laboured as she anticipated what was going to be said. "You need time, i'm not going to take advantage of your current state, sort out your feelings and once you do i'll be right her besides you." She looked up at him "What so your going to deny my feelings." He was about to say something but she cut him off. "Save it for someone who actually cares, i can't believe you Arjun you get all pissed when i question your love and then you question my love.. How?....Why? You know what i really can't believe you do you know how much that just hurt do you realise that your words are killing me, oh wait my bad i don't think you even care i haven't even heard you say that you love me back you are just giving me love tips right." She looked at his face, looking into his eyes, she staggered back "Because you don't love me...." She laughed to herself "To think....to think i love you and yet you don't. Please tell me Arjun that you don't love me put me out of my misery Pandav Kumar ."

He looked down at her shaking slightly "i....i don't love you."

Her world came crashing down as those words left his mouth,tears poured out of her lotus like eyes as sobs wracked through her body. He reached out for her but she moved away as she looked up at him. 

Just then Paarthiv came and called them for something important, he saw the look on Draupadi's face as she took of running back to the meeting room. "Arjun, my friend what the heck have you done." Arjun just gave him a light smile as he began to walk back as Paarthiv shook his head in annoyance these lovebirds were getting on his nerves. He ran up and walked with Arjun.

By the time Arjun and Paarthiv had reached they noticed that Draupadi wasn't there they were worried as they looked at one another but calmed down when the fire born walked in in her grace. To everyone else something seemed off, she sat in between Diya and Satya as they assessed the roop of adishakti, they looked at her asking if she was okay, in response she just whispered 'i'll tell you guys later.' Krishna and Raj already knew because they... they well know everything.

Aalok stood at the front."I called everyone here because...ummm....well maybe i should just show you...." As he said that he signalled something in as Diya and Draupadi stood up in shock,there before them was Kajri. Diya looked away as Draupadi was having an inner battle debating whether or not to beat the crap out of her. She went with the second option as she lunged at her, Krishna, Raj and Arjun instantly were trying to tame the fire born as she growled. Arjun placed a hand on her shoulder but she ripped her arms from his grip giving him a death glare. She turned to Kajri "What the heck do you want." "Help.. i need a place to stay, Draupadi please help me. i know what i did was mean but i need help." Draupadi turned and muttered 'mean is an understatement.' Before she could say anything Arjun had instantly said "Of course Rajkumari Kajri you can definitely stay here." Everyone wore astonished looks directed at Arjun as they all said 'WHAT' At the same time. Draupadi stepped forth "Arjun are you mad she is the enemy." Diya agreed and since they did so did Satya. "Rajkumari Draupadi don't forget Dharma it is are Dharma to offer this maiden help so we will." Draupadi's jaw tightened as she glared at him "Never mind Dharma  when she turns out to be a back stabbing bitch i will diffidently say i told you so." She barged past Arjun pushing into him and did the same to Kajri. Diya stood up and looked at the three boys. "You guys don't know what she did, never mind me Draupadi always saved me from her and dealt with the trials and tribulations Kajri gave to her, how could you guys offer her a place here." She shook her head and went after Draupadi. Satya stood up next "She clearly isn't who she says she is, i'm with the girls if you give her a place don't bother talking to any of us." She too barged past the boys and Kajri and went after Diya and Draupadi.

Arjun seemed unaffected as Krishna and Raj debated on what to do. In the end Arjun won them over as they accepted Kajri into their camp. A daasi who was present rushed to the ladies and told them as the daasi left Draupadi smashed a vase, "i hate him how could he, first he tells me that he doesn't love me and after i confess i do he says my love is selfish and then he has the nerve to do this." For the next hour Devi shakti cried herself to sleep as Devi Saraswati and Devi Lakshmi held her.

 Once she was asleep Diya and Satya walked off into the room of Arjun where all of the boys including Aalok, Paarthiv and the rest where sitting in the company of Kajri.  They burst in as their eyes landed on Arjun. Satya was first to speak as she stalked up to him, "How could you, you broke her after we specifically told you not to.. You told her you don't love her. Why would you lie to her? I'm going to kick your ass." As she lunged Krishna grasped her waist pulling her to him. Next was Diya- she walked up and slapped Arjun in the face. "Do you have any idea what you have done Arjun, she just spent the past hour crying herself to sleep and here you are enjoying the company of another while your soul mate is deeply pained." Raj in a similar fashion to Krishna pulled Diya to him trying to calm her down. Now it was the boys who were angry. As Raj looked at her "Why did you break our a sister again, what the heck is wrong with you Arjun you claim you love her and once again you have wounded her, How.... And telling her you don't love her;have you lost your mind, why would you lie to her, your lie has cost her happiness." Diya clutched him signalling him to stop. Krishna let go of Satya and walked up to Arjun. And punched him in the face causing his nose to bleed and a bruise forming on the corner of his face. He then uttered a few words "You were never right for my sister in the first place." Krishna grabbed Satya and also grabbed Diya forcing the girls out as Raj stood and punched Arjun too, following the girls and Krishna out.

They all surrounded her as she stirred, Krishna and Raj prepared themselves as the adishakti roop woke they forced her into their brotherly embrace, she closed her eyes at the warmth they provided.  They had spent the next two hours talking as Draupadi then asked them to take her to Arjun, they refused but gave in as the five of them walked back to Arjun's room, the sight the greeted her tore her heart to pieces. There her was getting his wounds cleaned by Kajri as they inched together and lip locked. Her world crumbled in her fingertips she turned around and launched herself into the waiting embrace of her Govind. 

Hey guys, i hope you like this update i know its extremely long the longest update i have ever done. yay. Anyway lots has happened in this chappy lot to think about i hope do let me know your thoughts on this chapter in the comment section. I would appreciate it. Thanks for reading and do comment and vote. Thanks again.