In the private chat between Jin and hobi

Perfecjin:
We need to talk.

Sprite is bae:
I already told you,it wasn't me who created
the mess in the kitchen!! I was in my room all day,I swear.

Perfecjin:
And that's exactly the thing we need to talk about.

Sprite is bae:
??

Perfecjin:
You've been spending a lot of time in your room recently.

Sprite is bae:
It's a nice room

Perfecjin:
It is. But you don't normally spend your days in there

Sprite is bae:
I've just been tired.

Perfecjin:
Same boy,same.

Sprite is bae:
Really? Are you okay??💛

Perfecjin:
I'm okay,yes. But I feel like you're not.

Sprite is bae:
Oh,I'm doing just fine😊 donot worry about me hyung. Everything's okay💛

Perfecjin:
Jung hoseok. After all these years, I know you well enough to know when something's on your mind. When I forgot to buy you sprite today,you didnot even react. No tantrum, you just said 'okay'. So don't tell me everything's fine. Clearly something's very wrong.

Sprite is bae:
I've just been a bit stuck in my head.
There's really no need to worry about it. I'll be okay😌

Perfecjin:
Well I AM worried. Because I love you and I care about your well-being. I also know you very well. You say you're fine because you don't wanna bother others with your problems. But that's what family is here for you idiot. So stop playing pretend and tell me what's going on with you. Please💖

Sprite is bae:
...
Fine but you can't tell anyone. Not even namjoon.

Perfecjin:
Okay

Sprite is bae:
Do you swear?

Perfecjin:
I,Kim seokjin,swear on my wwh worldwide handsome face,not to tell anyone.

Sprite is bae:
Okay thank you💛

Perfecjin:
Then go ahead

Sprite is bae:
Well,the other day i was at the studio to
dance a bit,get my mind off of things.
Suddenly yoongs showed up to bring me a
hamburger and sprite. I hadn't asked him to
do that. I had just briefly mentioned to
him that I was going to the studio.
So that was really sweet and truly warmed my heart😁✨

Perfecjin:
Our grumpy cat has always had a soft spot for you. I wish he'd pay this much attention to the things I say,so I could stop repeating myself

Sprite is bae:
Well anyway,we ate together and started fooling around.

Perfecjin:
YOU DID??!

Sprite is bae:
Not in that way!!

Perfecjin:
Oh.....

Sprite is bae:
And you call jimin dirty minded??

Perfecjin:
It was your poor word choice,okay😠😬

Sprite is bae:
Fooling around as in making up stupid dances I mean.
Very PG13. we were just having a good time.
But then yoongs spun me around, and
I pretty much landed in his arms. And we kinda had a moment. I think.

Perfecjin:
A moment?

Sprite is bae:
Yeah,we were just looking at each other.
And for once,he didnot look away like he
normally does. I swear,it felt like we were about to kiss.

Perfecjin:
Omg,what happened next?? (Are you this kinda friend😂😂)

Sprite is bae:
Nothing. Yoongi pulled away,almost making me fall,
grabbed his things and said he needed to leave.
Ever since he's been acting super weird😕

Perfecjin:
Okay,but the real question is....did you want him to kiss you??

Sprite is bae:
In that moment? Yes

Perfecjin:
Aww😍 I mean,I get that it's a but awkward now. But the fact that you almost kissed means that you like each other,doesnot it? Which is a good thing. #sope all the way.

Sprite is bae:
I dunno. Maybe it was just in my head cz I like him.
Doesnot mean he likes me back.

Perfecjin:
I knew that whole "we're just friends" bullsh!t was a lie! You like him,which is wonderful!

Sprite is bae:
No it's not

Perfecjin:
Why not? You two would be so great together. You pretty much complete each other. Which is why I think most of us have always excepted you two to end up together eventually.

Sprite is bae:
I like yoongi. But I also like jimin.....

Perfecjin:
Ahhh....I see. So it's not just two bros helping each other out after all huh?

Sprite is bae:
Well idk about jiminie. But not for me,no. Not anymore.

Perfecjin:
How did that whole thing start between you two anyways? If you don't mind me asking.

Sprite is bae:
Oh....that's a long story.

Perfecjin:
I got time💖

Sprite is bae:
Okay. Well,remember that one time all of
you guys went to visit your families for a weekend?
It was a couple of months ago.

Perfecjin:
Yeah,I think I remember.

Sprite is bae:
Jiminie and I ended up alone in the dorms
bcuz our families were not around that weekend.
And without the usual chaos that unfolds
with all of us under the same roof,we got bored.
So we decided to get drunk just for the fun of it.
Jimin had the idea of playing truth or dare.

Perfecjin:
Ofc he did *eyes looking up emoji*

Sprite is bae:
I agreed. I picked truth for one round and jimin
asked which member I would be most likely to bang.
I picked him cz we've always flirted alot and ive always
found him very attractive.
And I guess we've always had some sort of tension,a little bit at least.

Perfecjin:
A little bit?? Bish you can cut that sh!t with a knife.

Sprite is bae:
Well anyway, I asked him the same thing.
And he chose me. Which flattered me alot
and made me quite happy. We kept playing abit,
but then we started watching a movie.
Jimin asked why we had never actually
slept together if we both felt some sort of
attraction towards each other.
I said it was probably because we didnot
want to ruin the friendship between us for
something we might regret later.
Then we continued watching.
Well,I wasn't really watching the tension
started rising and I suddenly started
feeling things and there was this sudden desire somehow,you know.

Perfecjin:
I can imagine,yes. No need for further description.

Sprite is bae:
Well,apparently he felt the same bcuz we both
simultaneously turned to look at each
other and said that one time surely
wouldn't cause any trouble.
So one thing led to another and stuff happened.

Perfecjin:
What kind of k-drama is this. Wtf.

Sprite is bae:
Well,the next, morning when we woke up,
we both felt awkward I guess. Jimin got so shy.

Perfecjin:
Our flirt master jimin got shy??

Sprite is bae:
Yeah,it was adorable😍 to cut the awkwardness
I said that it was a one time thing
and that we should just forget about it.
Which was really difficult because let's
just say we fit together really well. Like
an hour later that plan was out the window tho.
But twice was enough surely.
You guys returned home so holding back was easier.
But whenever you guys were gone again,
things just happened twice turned into thrice
(yes I know there is no such word but it sounded cute)
three times turned to four.
Until after like 3 weeks we decided to
just make it a friends with benefits thing.
No strings attached. Just two good friends having fun.

Perfecjin:
And how long did that go well?

Sprite is bae:
For a while actually!! I didnot realize i was falling for him.
So when I finally noticed in was already too deep.
No way of backing out. Which complicated things on my part.

Perfecjin:
So why didnot you call the friends with benefits thing off if you knew it meant more than that to you??

Sprite is bae:
Well,for one you guys knew about it now
so I felt like if we backed out now,
everyone would get suspicious. But more so than that,
I didn't wanna loose what we have.
It might sound dumb,but I'd rather go
through the pain of just being friends with
benefits than going back to just being friends.
If that means getting to kiss him,
falling asleep next to him,waking up with him in my arms.

Perfecjin:
Yeah okay spare me the details please.

Sprite is bae:
Sorry😶

Perfecjin:
So that's how you fell for jiminie. But what about our wanna be rock then?

Sprite is bae:
That's been quite the journey tbh....I started
developing a crush on him like one year
after our debut. But it was pretty clear to
me that he saw me as a friend only.
Plus he claimed to be straight all the f**king time,
so I accepted my fate and tried to get rid of my feelings.
Which after a while started working,
and I was back to seeing him as a friend too.
That was when we really started becoming much close.
He started sharing more of his world
with me and I found it beautiful. I still do✨
he started letting me in a bit more.
He showed me a side of him that he
didnot really show you guys so much.

Perfecjin:
You became best friends.

Sprite is bae:
We did yeah,but seeing the world through
his eyes more. And him letting me see inside
his head or even his heart on some days...
it made me fall for him all over again.
Much harder. And getting rid of those feelings
turned out to be a real struggle.
It worked on some days better than others.
So ever since it kinda has been a cycle.
It feels like I fall for him just to fall
out of love to then fall right back in.

Perfecjin:
What the hell hobi. You've been dealing with all of this on your own for all these years??😵 please tell me you told somebody.

Sprite is bae:
I didn't. I didn't want to tell any of you,
because I felt like it might be heavy
on the band's shoulders. Then you and namjoon
came out as a couple. That was the first time
when I thought maybe I could tell you.
And sometimes I wanted to, but I've never
been good at sharing what's on my chest,so I didn't......
I guess mostly it was the fact that telling you
would've made it real. Without anyone knowing,
I could lie to myself and avoid the feelings.
But if any of you knew, that wouldn't have
been possible. If that makes any sense.

Perfecjin:
I'm so sorry you had to carry all that weight all alone for so long hobi. I truly am.

Sprite is bae:
It's my own fault. You guys have asked me
about both yoongi and jimin before. I just chose to lie.

Perfecjin:
Well,you were scared,so that's understandable. But please promise me to never keep things bottled up like this again. No matter how it may affect the band. We're always a family first. Dont forget that.

Sprite is bae:
Yeah I do know that. It's just difficult sometimes.
But I'll try my best to reach out more.
Thank you for reaching out first today💛

Perfecjin:
Any time💖 so.....what are you planning on doing now?

Sprite is bae:
If only I knew😣 I don't think I can tell them.
I'm too scared it will ruin our friendships
and then negatively impact the whole band.
I don't want to see that happening.

Perfecjin:
I know exactly how you're feeling. When I first fell for joon,that was pretty much exactly my worry. The fear of my feelings having negative effects on us as a band easily overshadowed all hope.

Sprite is bae:
Yet,you were brave enough to tell namjoon.
How did you gather the courage?

Perfecjin:
I don't think I really did tbh. Eventually the feelings just got too strong to be pushed down any longer. So without thinking,I just kissed him one day. I risked it all without a single thought and believe me, it was the best thing ive ever done. Obviously even after us realizing that we both felt the same,the fear didn't just die. We were really scared of what you guys would think, which was why we kept it as a secret for a while. But then it turned out that everything was absolutely fine. All of you were amazing. And we worked things out all together.

Sprite is bae:
Well,what if it doesn't turn out that was for me?
I mean,where would I even start.
I'm in love with two guys at the same time.
But I don't know if either of them really like me back.
I'm quite sure jimin is crushing on yoongi
which I obviously get. I think yoongi might
like me a little bit. But I think he's into jimin.
Well that's when he's not saying he's not gay.
How the hell does any of that make any sense???

Perfecjin:
Have you ever considered that the two of them might feel like you do??

Sprite is bae:
Wdym??

Perfecjin:
Well,maybe it all seems so complicated because all of you feel the same. Maybe jimin is in love with both you and yoongs. Maybe yoongs is in love with both you and jimin.

Sprite is bae:
Even if that was the case, what would we do?
Just become a throuple or what??

Perfecjin:
Why not?

Sprite is bae:
You'd just be chill with that?

Perfecjin:
Why wouldn't I be? I mean i always thought if there was gonna be a throuple it would be Vminkook. But even being as flawless as I am can be wrong sometimes.

Sprite is bae:
So you wouldn't find it weird??

Perfecjin:
Look,it's not my cup of tea. I don't think I could ever be with two people. I dont like sharing. And I get jealous way too easily. But just because it doesn't work for me doesn't mean it's not for you. I just care about of all of you rats being happy. And tbh,I think its not that big of a surprise that you fell for two guys. I mean you have such a big heart,ofc there is room for 2 people in there. So if this is what you wanna do,I support you all the way. And I know that every other member of this band will too. We are one big chaotic,gay mess anyways. We have no right to judge.

Sprite is bae:
That's really sweet of you to say💛
But what if things don't work out?

Perfecjin:
What if they do?

Sprite is bae:
... Well let's say they did for a while,and then
one day we'd fall apart. What would happen
to our friendships? And the band?

Perfecjin:
I understand your doubts. But honestly at this point, we're already knee deep anyway. Me and joon. Tae and JK. any of us could fall out. I don't think we will. But there's always a chance. There is nothing we can do about that. But feelings happen. Im the happiest I've ever been with namjoon. Am I still scared sometimes?? Yes. But I refuse to let fear hold me back from love and happiness. And you should do the same. We're all so connected. We have so much love for each other. I really don't believe anything could ever change that. No matter what may happen. So do it. Chase happiness. You deserve it. And so do yoongi and jimin.

Sprite is bae:
You know,you are really good at giving advice.

Perfecjin:
Duh. What did you expect? I'm just jincredible like that💁

Sprite is bae:
You are💛 thank you! I feel quite a but lighter now😁✨
I'll think about what to do. Well,not
that there's many options anyways.
I might talk to jimin first since we already have
something going on. And the last thing I'd
want is to hurt him. Then we'll see from there...

Perfecjin:
That's great💖

Sprite is bae:
But now that this is off my chest.
You forgot to buy me sprite😭😭

Perfecjin:
It's your own fault for writing it on the shopping list with a yellow marker. Nobody can read yellow marker on a yellow post it note you idiot *face Palm emoji*

Sprite is bae:
Or you're just blind. What am I supposed to do now??😣
I can't live,can't breathe without sprite. Please get me some.

Perfecjin:
Nah,it's too late already,I need by beauty sleep now. Go get some yourself.

Sprite is bae:
But it's dark outside.
You know I get scared easily :(

Perfecjin:
Well,get yourself those 2 future boyfriends of yours then and make them get you sprite.

Sprite is bae:
You think they would?

Perfecjin:
I'm quite sure they'd run to the end of this earth just to get you whatever makes you happy.

Sprite is bae:
They're so cute aren't they??😍😍

Perfecjin:
They're alright. A lot of work.

Sprite is bae:
Works of art.

Perfecjin:
You sappy little sh!t

Sprite is bae:
*smiling upside down emojis*

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That's it for ch.3!! What do u think?? What do u think will happen??
Hope you are enjoying it so far!! Byeee😊😁💜