I don't get it. Why do people like to see you in pain?

Especially if they know they meant a lot to you and decide that you aren't worth their time and never talk to you again?

I swear. This happened to me three FUCKING times today. ._.

I'm so done.

I.... Give up. *shrugs*

I'm done.

I want actual friends that don't want to hurt me and that will be here for me no matter what.. To bad I don't have those. ._.