I am scared to death
Not because of the heat that it will bring
Nor the things about heaven and hell
Nor the punishment and the reward.

I am scared to death
Not because I am a sinner
Nor I'm gonna miss you
or miss my friends.

I am scared to death
Not because I don't have money or jewelry
Nor precious things or condominium,
Nor because I am a suicidal.

I am scared to death
Not because I am a weak or looser
Nor I am a heathen or what
Nor because I am an atheist.

I am scared to death
Not because I surrender
Nor I hate myself or life
Nor I give up.

I am scared to death
'Coz I found myself useless
I am helpless, I need to make changes
That somehow help people.

Then, if I succeeded
I will face the death with a vast smile
on my face
And lay in my coffin.