I could never be sure,

If it was me or her,

That he really loved.

She was gone,

But what if she had never left?

Where would he be now?

He says he is with me,

That his heart is with me,

But I know he still sees her.

In his dreams,

Thoughts,

Visions,

I feel like I am never truly his.

Nor he mine.

What will happen when the day draws near?

When we meet with her again?

Who will he choose?

I shudder to think.

But,

How can I trust him so little?

We do love each other,

I know it.

But how do I know he doesn't love her also?

I know he does.

The real question is,

Who will he choose?