What had I done.

My loyalty was what I treasured,

Like something precious,

Because it was.

I placed it before almost everything,

It was my life.

How could I do something like this?

I told myself it was for the code,

But it was against it.

It was an accident,

Of sorts,

But it happened.

Then I found out the truth,

And it no longer mattered.

Blood had been shed,

For what were now selfish reasons.

But it was for the code...

For the code.

Now I have to run,

Away from the code?

It breaks my heart,

For I am leaving much more then just it.

Much more.

But I am not special,

Not like I thought I was.

I have no reason to be here.

I try to hide, but I am hurt

Then he comes.

He helps me,

Cares for me,

Tries to heal my wounds.

Inside as well as outside.

Does love enter the picture?

It couldn't be described.

Before anything could happen,

I had to return to the code,

I had to.

But I promised I would see him again,

For I think,

We might have loved each other,

But dare I say that?

Now,

The battle rages.

I will prove my loyalty,

For it has always been strong.

I would die for it.

And I shall.

He rushes to my side,

But my promise cannot be kept,

For I am gone.

My loyalty was always there,

And I couldn't keep my word,

But it was for the code...

For the code