Okay I don't know  why this is called about me - it's basically just a rant book. But anyways here's my rant for today. It's just been a really long couple of weeks and I'm exhausted from all the work and stuff and then I have like state testing next week mixed in with just like normal class tests and everyone like, well we don't have homework so let's hang out but I really need to study. People don't seem to get that, when I say no or something they're like oh you're no fun or like you never do or some dumb comment and it's irritating, like sorry I care about my grades. What's also irritating is I have a few friends who don't read our textbook or CE articles or just generally don't pay attention to our lectures and will still get better grades than me when I work my àss off. I started going to a new school cause we switch schools like every 2 years in high school and I've made new friends cause we merged schools and I really like my new friends and I want to start hanging out with them cause they don't like ever make me upset and they share my values and viewpoints more than my old friends. But I also think my old friends would like get mad that I'm not sitting with them or something. Like I don't want to ditch my old friends, they're great and stuff but they get so irritating and I don't think it's good that I'm always pissed off at lunch when I sit with them. Now a couple of them I love a lot and I'd still want to stay friends and stuff but I also want to branch out to my new friends but I don't want to loose them. One friend is an exception and she can get on my nerves if I'm already irritable or something but she's my best friend and I'd never ditch her. And my dad isn't home most of the time, he travels every week, every day, for work. But he's been home lately for a bit and the entire time he's either working or yelling at me and it's so frustrating because I never see him and when I do he just yells. Also my friend ran for student council president and I had a couple friends trying out for it and in my opinion the person who got it, who is my friend, doesn't deserve it. He finished it that day at lunch and had to ask us for help for some of the questions on ideas and stuff that he should have. My other friend did all the prep before hand and had great ideas on her own. Just because he knows people he gets it and he can let it go to his head which is frustrating.
Yeah so I'm going to stop there, there may be another part to this but idk I just have a lot of rants so yeah.