im just really sad. 

a concert is meant to be a safe space. music is meant to be a safe space. for someone to use it as an opportunity to cause harm on other people for not good reason is just... it makes me sick. 

i love music with all of my heart, and it just bums me out so much to see it be bastardised like this. fuck, im listening to music as i write this and it just doesnt feel right. 

i also feel like my first instinct is to hate the person who did this, but i can't. shit like this happens so often and i see it on all of my social media so idk how to feel about it anymore. 

all i see on twitter is just tweets of people desperately trying to find their loved ones. all i see on facebook is people making jokes about this event that happened a few hours ago. 

this world is so dark. i don't know why. i'll never know why. i'll never be able to fix it. 

i don't even have anything positive i can add to this, because it would just feel futile. 

i hope this world and the people get better. even if going to be long dead when it happens, i just hope it does.