he said to me: "forgive me..."

my name is hedy, hedy gruber.
my father, hans.gruber
never talked about where did i come from.
from a whore he'd fucked? from a nasty woman out there? from an orphanage? he's just my father, my...my lover.
.
it's 2 in the morning, i suddenly woke up, felt the warm beside me, his face, sleeping peacefully. but why i was naked, and his too?
the terrorist himself never made me feel bad, he'd done anything for me, just for me.
his arm around my neck, slightly grabbed my shoulder, my face burried in his firm chest, i looked up, he's still sleeping, i touched his face by the tip of fingers, along his soft beard line, down his lips, his neck.
stopped.
my mind echoed his moans, grunting, and the scenario his legs between mine ran my thoughts.
i should sleep
but he turned facing me, his eyes semi closed, i felt his breathe become heavier.
"umm.."
his hand placed on my waist. pulled me closer.
"what's wrong...?"
his voice deep like ocean, near my ear,i was confused, but answered him sweetly
"nothing...daddy, i dont know why i woke up."
he listened to me, i can see the line between his brows.
"oh, nightmare?"
"nope"
"just get back to sleep"
he rubbed my back, i was goosebumps, it always feel too good when he comforte me this way.
i looked him under the shady lights,
he kissed me, gently bit my lip, brought me to the passionate kiss.
"do you feel uncomfortable darlin'?"
my hand intertwined in his hair.
"more than pleasure..."
heard his smirk and then he comforted me to sleep again.

"in my father's arms, never feel harmed."

he's a terrorist. yes, he's cruel to everyone except me.
he loved me
he put the gun down, hands in his pockets, i was sitting on a couch and watched everything he'd done.
"Karl, clean it up"
the man nodded, dragged the bloody body out of the room.
i got used to this, i was frightened but he still let me watched all these terrible things. odd
but i ignored, maybe he tamed me, made me feel normal when he'd killed someone.
but i loved him
he's bad
nothing to care

"he holds me in his arms, carries me to his world..."

he sat down the chair, lay back his head, he's tired, the tension kept distracting him from peace. he sighed.
i walked to him, standing front of him, he turned the chair, looked me with a light smile. i came and sat on his lap, gently massaged his shoulders. his eyes seemed lustful, didnt think, slided his hand under my skirt, still eye-contact, but i stopped him grabbed his hand, brought it to my face, he caressed my cheek, his thumb on my lips.
tears ran down from my eyes, he wiped, my head burried in his neck, sobbing quietly.
"why we cant live like normal people out there! why you dont keep me away from this evil thing! thats not what i have to see in the age of 19!"
i sobbed and he still listened to my words, he felt ached in his heart.
"...please...i dont want you to be like this anymore, please im begging you...!"
i cried even harder and hugged him tighter.
"you said you loved me, but you never did!"
he still quiet.
"you are so bad to me, i hate that...!"
a little kiss placed on my head, he held me, sighed.
"i think...you need to calm down, my love, would it be better if i drove you home? you've got enough today..."
i was careless, just held him tightly, he stood up from his chair carried me. i fell assleep.

"where's your angel?"
"tell me"

the man with a gun behind his head, mother fucker.
shot gun sound and bang
hans gruber, he got to his knees, completely exhausted, his hand trying to stop the blood running out, spreading on his white shirt.
the man pointed the gun at him and another "bang".

"no..no..!"
i jumped up, sweat on my face is evident, my hands were cooled, and my heart beat fast. i breathed hardly, gasped.
hans stood up from his working place and ran to me. cup my face in his warm hand i was holding. he's anxious, frightened, all the things he could do then was hugged me, eased my nightmare i've got. my hands shaking violetly, looked at nothing.
"darlin' darlin' look at me, im here!"
heard the familiar voice beside me, i realized i've just been in a terrible nightmare, he's there, he's in front of me, his face sweaty because of me, he was worried. i calmed down and looked him in the eyes, i nearly crying, the tears wanted to burst our, but he said :"dont cry..."

"youre here, youre here!"
i touched his person, felt his flesh and bones, i calmed down, blood rushed out of his face.
"yes, im here, i am..."
my head was on my knees, he brushed my hair behind my ear, the tears coming out, i couldnt keep it inside anymore. i was scared, scared of losing him.
he said nothing, but walked away. he left me alone few minutes and came back with a tablet of medicine and glass of water, gave it to me, i drank it, he scooped me led me to bathroom. he put me sat on the beside of the sink, i felt the coldness of the breaks, sitting there and watched every movements he was doing, he's only in his light blue boxer, the lights shining on his skin at the night. he let the warm water ran down the tub, test the water. he came to me, placed my thighs around his hips, he didnt take his eyes out of mine, i let out a moan before connected his lips with mine, ran his tongue and i opened my mouth, his tongue slipped inside, tasted me. my hands in his hair, pulled him closer,he groaned in my mouth, grabbed my hips. his eyes full of lust that i could see fire, his sharp face shape driving me crazy. his muscles tensed when he lifted me up, i fell in to his body. left red marks on my neck and my collarbone, ran his thumb on the slight pain, hand slipped under my tanktop pulled it up, tossed it away. he stared at me, kissed me rough again and his hand in my panties, inserted one then two fingers inside made me whimpered against his mouth, kissing me while fingering me. mutual moans echoed in the bathroom, his fingers curled and i screamed in pleasure, melting in his arms, head burried in his neck. breathlessly called his name out.
"feel better?"
i nodded, then he scooped me up to the tub, turned off the water and gently put me down, into the warm water. when he's about to leave, i held his arm and he smiled, he understood and pull his boxer down his legs, joined the bath with me. he lay me on top of him, leaned against his chests, his hand traveled along my back to my thighs. coaxing me.
i didnt know what was in my mind right then, his hardness poked against my inner thigh, i tried to distract my mind, but look at him eyes closing, his body with mine in this situation, he's so masculine, i felt sinful but traced my hand to his chest down near his crotch, his length in my hand, he relaxing, i stroked him slow, felt his warmth under the water, a slight moan came from his mouth, and i suddenly stopped, i didn't know why.

"don't...don't stop..."
he looked at me, faithful eyes, told me that he wanted more.
i sat up on his lap, i didn't feel tired anymore, i wanted him to be inside...i need him to ease my anxiety. he stared at my every moves.
lined him to my heat, i sank down, he felt so good, his head fell back and his mouth formed an '0' .

"my father,...are you my father?..."

i dont have any memories about my past, very innocent before he'd kissed my lips, touched my body like this is all his. stole.my.v-card.
from his own daughter.

he said he loved me by his heart,
"...light of my life
fire of my loins..."

he kept me away from school, he taught me everything since i was small, he told me: "no, you wont have to go to that shitty place, love, you'll be here with me, i dont expect anything harmful to you when you go there, understand?"
years by years, in the protection, i grew up with him, he took me to everywhere and told me everything about this world, we'd had the best time together, only me and him in our world.

he couldnt deny, he loved me.

the tall man with blonde hair was standing against the wall and watching me reading comic book, i was lying on hans office couch. when i met his eyes, he smiled just one second and then back to his previous face, but his eyes didn't take off of me. i felt i need to go to the loo so i ran quickly into it.

"karl, my friend, dont look at her like she's yours."
karl smirked and rolled his eyes, mocked hans words
"or i will? she's your girl right, oh daughter, but i might say..."
he stopped to look hans, hans still sat there and listened to him.
"father loves daughter in that way is sinful..."
"i know all the things you did, dont you lie hans?"
hans hit the desk and clenched his jaw.
"fuck, shut up"
curious about the noise outside, i opened the door
"what? are you going to deny it? tell her hans, she's not your real daughter, she's just a pretty slut you brought home, SAY.IT"
"what's wrong with you karl? what's the shit in your head right now, we've never talked about this and now, FUCKING TELL ME WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

i was speechless and tears ran down my eyes immediately, turned over and went back to the bathroom, locked the door, i didn't wanna hear anything from them both, i just felt the pain went thru my chest to my heart.

he knocked told me to open, but my head on my knees, my arms covered my head.

what had i just heard? am, am i a slut? no way...

"please! hedy love, listen to me please...!"

hans became angrier and he hit the door. collected no response from me.

"shit!"

with a big hit, he broke the glass door and came in with me looked at him in frightened. his right hand blooding and he lifted me up from the cold floor, hugged me tightly.
his face sweaty, and his eyes seemed burning up, he's really upset but not at me. kissed my lips roughly, my hand moved to his trousers, sqeeze him in my palm, he moaned but trying to stop me.

"let me prove that im litterally a slut"
"just for you"

"no, he's out there dont you see?"

ignored and started to get to my knees. i opened his fly and pulled out his lengthy cock, he brushed my hair back, hand behind my neck, i stroked him sexually. kiss his head, and swirling my tongue around. he tasted good, his salty precum on my tongue i licked all.
i looked outside, karl was standing there staring at us. i smirked and sucked his dick like there's no tomorrow, but eyes still on karl. his mouth couldn't close but groaning. he watching me did this to hans, that the sign i told him he should be ashamed and come on masturba-te infront of this scenario.

"uh,oh, fuck your mouth is so damn good.."

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let your imagination flys free
this is the time to say goodbye to you all because of my busy schedule 😔
this chapter i had written before i took a redemption =))) heh then i just read it again and posted it, i feel so immature about the old writing style of mine but however, i need to take my time, concentrate on my journey and i hope i'll be back soon (if i could) 🫣
or anyone who wants to contribute your story to this sequence, dont be shy to dm me on ins: mypreciousalan 🤩
i wish this project could be continued with your creativeness
im feeling grateful for a moment thanks to all of your encouragement.
See u and kiss Xxxxxxxx