[alan's look in this story]

"yes, i said my name is y/n, y/n...oh shiet never mind, just give me the prescription"
"y/n l/n, please, that's your name!"

The woman shouts at me and i tap my forehead with my palm, grip my hair tightly. She leaves a long sigh, roll her eyes as she gives me my prescription, i thank her and leave, going home

i've never been conscious since last month, everything im doing just sucks and i can't understand myself right now, im gradually losing my memories, my mind is vague and im in a little chaos.

difficultly swallow all the pills, i frown my face and rub down my throat, i think i need to wash my face, it helps.

i change my clothes, put on a 2 strings dress which is black and higher than my knees, light makeup on my face, trace my hands on the curve of my body, look at myself admiringly before wear a dark brown leather jacket. high heels on and take my car key. Leave the house with lights turned off.

im driving to a pub down the street, this is the second, no, maybe, fourth or fifth, uhg, freak.
I confirm, the third time of the month i go to the pub to release my inner tension. In emergency, medicines can't help, i will go and drunk to my limit.

Security checks my wallet if im over 18, that's funny do i look young enough? im over 25.

My favorite Chardonnay, i circle the glass with white whine, take a sip. Cigarette in my hand, i drink decisively and finished my glass. I glance around the bar and my eyes sight stop at a man sitting on a couch, i move my head closer to see him clearly, his face looks familiar with his figure, i feel that i know him. When he looking straight at my eyes, deja vu goes through my mind, with moans and curses.

"uhg...fuck"

scenario about him in my mind, he kissing my neck and my lips roughly, all naked, i hold him encourage him to kiss me more, he makes me feel good, sucking on my collarbone left dark red spots, down my breasts, take my nipple in his hot mouth, oh, i moan in his ear, feel passionate with his touches, he pleasures me.
teases me with his long thick fingers, juices come out dripping down his fingers when he slide inside my cunt and thrust fastly. I gasp hold his firm arm moving to please my soaked cunt. Grip a fist full of his silver hair as he curls inside me, im in tears. His head between my thighs, licking my clit so deliciously, he keep thrusting and i feel a wave of pleasure run down my body, he earns a big loud moan from me. Cum stick on his chin, heavy breaths echoe the room with red lights.

He kisses me again fast and rough, swirling his wet tongue in my mouth, our tongue wiggle, as he cups my breast. I feel his hardening cock rests against my low stomach, he slowly pumps his cock and tease my opening a bit before he roughly pound me, brings me to hell but ready to take me back to heaven. He grunts at my ear, kiss behind my earlobe and with fast pace, his balls slapping at my anal, his huge frame on top of mine holding me tight. He moans loud and doesn't have an idea to slow it down, he sits up on his knees on the bed, hook my legs wrap around his waist, mouths fall agape and his head falls back, one hand rests on my low stomach and another one grip my hips but i take one of his hand, take his fingers inside my mouth to suck it.

He suddenly changes position, me on top of him, one motion and he slides cock again to my cunt, i ride him as he holds my hips, go back and forth on his lap. His eyes close, my head falls back, hands rest on his broad chests, ride him like there's no tomorrow, another orgasm goes through my body, makes me tremble and crying in his arms, he keeps thrusting with hard fast pace and he can't resist but cum inside me, earn a low groan from him.

stop my thoughts, i smirk and my head falls on my arms crossed on the flat place, hold my head and talk to myself.

fuck that was great...how can i have such a good imagination...

until you feel a warm hand touches your shoulder. A low velvet voice in demand talking against your sensitive ear and you clearly can feel his breath.

"come with me"