warning: sex, read slowly

[last night i dreamed about this]

Inside his car, he feels alive again, feel the warmth. The coldness permeates into his bones, tell him he needs to go home now, right now. It was an awful day, no, he thinks it was for no reason, he hates cold days, hate the dampness.

thanks God im in front of my door house

He twists the door knob and at his sight, familiar scenario, you're sitting beside the couch and reading your comic book, laugh slightly. He raises his eyebrows, close the door behind, realize his presence, you look up meet his gaze, and smile.
His maid, y/n.
You stand up and toss the book aside, fix your shirt while he sitting down on the couch tiredly.
"sir, i prepared the warm water, you look exhausted...have some relief.."

His head falls over, he sighs.
"i won't disturb you, goodnight-"
"Wait"
When you quickly on your way to your room, his low husky voice dryly keeps you turn your head back and listen to him.
"yes, sir?"

"music, can you do.."
"oh, okay of course"
You understand all his requests and he loves that, he doesn't want to say much.
He watches you bending over the floor and you quickly put the CDs inside, the shirt he gave you, yes, exposes your smooth thighs and your bottom cheeks, he knows what he wants, not him brought you home and you just clean the house, cook the meals and wash his clothes, hah, no.

He obsessed with you, pretty young girl, innocent, always make him throbbing, that means, anywhere he can throb.
And you, you don't even know what's on his mind, obey him because he pays for you, nothing more. What could an innocent girl think more?

Does he have a chance to near you, to feel your soft skin against his rough fingers? The closest you had with him was he leaned against you to take the plate from above where you couldn't reach. More? when you gave him a cup of tea, he tried to touch your hand. You're too young to understand older men, too innocent.
Don't remind about past, terrible.

You were sent to an orphanage when your parents'd had a big problem with money.
that period of time, people were so nice with you until they took his money and cant deny, you're his, you're a toy, you used to think that.

"Come here."
You nod crawling to him, standing in front of him with hands intertwined. Look him straight in the eyes, your questioning face makes him smirk and you love when his lips curl, he's attractive. His eyes move from your head to your toes, you blush and confused, what is he thinking about? But you can hear a small groan escape from his mouth.
"what's wrong, sir?"

He leans back and pats his thigh, your nervousness obvious on your face.

"that's my request."

This is a new feeling, your bare legs touch the matelrial of his trousers, strange.
He can't see your face burning red but he can feel. He gently lift you and set you right in his lap, the sudden touch, you slightly hold his hand. You've never felt intimate with someone, but he does it comfortably.
Silence between you both, the lofi songs at the background, your mouth can't open, no words from him, you just feel his breath behind against your back, like tickle. His hands begin to touch you, shamelessly, he can't resist anymore, your scent, your skin, touching him through the clothes. Slightly squeeze your thighs, you like it. But you have to stop him, hold his hands and keep him away.

"are you drunk?"
"no, stay here with me."

His voice begging, warm and deep.

"i adore you"

hugs you firmly, his eyes close.
you know him, his isolation made him nearly depressed until you came, he's never shown his emotion, share his thoughts with you, but some reason, you clearly feel him, understand him.
Thoughtlessly, you turn, straddle him and face to face, run your fingers along his jawline, cheek, but you startle and realize what you doing.

"i-im sorry"

The way he looks at you, his eyes tell everything, you believe he really likes you. His face now an inch to reach you, his breath against your lips make you shiver, his fingers slide under your shirt grab your waist, he put gentle kiss on your lips and you can't deny, its too good to be kissed. Never felt like this before, adjust to the new feeling, you relax in his arms and he sticks his tongue out.

"open your mouth"

Wide open and he leads you to the passionate kiss, you're a good learner, first time you kiss, he brings the most comfortable things to you.

"swirl your tongue"

So sensual, you like this, back arched and moaning. In your mind, you just want to keep him close, arms wrap around his neck and you begin to be confident. He breaks the kiss, a silvery string of saliva on you both lips, oh so hot.

"that's good"

his words encourage you, blushing. You think its come to an end, but no, he should continue what he started. His eyes still on yours with lust, you don't know what to do or if you can say something. He grabs your hips, guide you closer to his body, back and forth slowly, his mouth slightly falls open when your clothed heat rubs against his already hard 'bestfriend' under.
How can you resist? You have a bit of knowledge about this, this situation which you're in now. Its too good now, your stomach hotter and strange.

"You like this?"

you nod, eyes semi closed, he leans on, kiss down your jaw to you neck, makes you whimper like a kitten. Run fingers through his blonde lock.

"take off your clothe"
"but-.."
"do what i said. be good"

Tug it over your shoulders, half naked, he admires so much. His fingers touch down between your chests, extremely slow to feel and move to undo your bra, he waits for your accept, you nod. Don't need to think anymore, he tosses the bra and rough hands touching it, squeeze your breasts, nearly losing his mind now, can't control anything more. He groans loudly, pulls you closer, face on your chests, licks your skin. Mutual moans echo the room.
seconds ago you still see this is wrong, but the wrong is now gone.
He's so eager, excitement go through his hot breath, he keeps sucking and left light red marks on your chests. His hand rubs your clothed heat, through the thin matelrial he can see it dripping. He smirks but you can't see.
Hold your breath and stop his hands wandering your ass.

"umm, i don't know if i can satisfy you...im..inexperienced..."

Surprise when you said that, he lifts your chin up, presses a kiss on your neck, he smiles.

"satisfy me your way..."

shiver because of his seductive voice, you left out a moan, your hand travel down, palm his hard cock, massage gently make him gets weak on the knees. He cups your ass and you kiss him, groaning in your hot mouth, gently bites your soft lip.

"hmm...get to your knees..now"

you absolutely obey, in front of him, act innocently, but its real, you don't know what to do next. He sits up, look at you, fire in his eyes, you break eye-contact because you're so confused now, both your hands on your thighs and he lifts your chin up to face him.

"i enjoy seeing you in this position, very...very pretty.."

You swallow and have red blush on your cheeks, you've never had someone told you that you're pretty, but actually you are.

"i see you enjoying this too...if you want to continue...just ask me?"

continue? continue what? you think in your mind, the way you're too innocent makes him chuckle, but he likes it, tease you first, waiting for your decision.
your brain said yes and you say "yes".

he seems more excited, lay his back on the couch, thinking what to do with you. He undo his belt, unzip the trousers, your mouth parted lightly, know exactly he doing, your heart races when he exposes his hard cock, its painfully hard for you.

"do you know how to take care of it, or just want to watch?"
"sorry...but really i don't know..."

He smirks, take your hand in his and guide you, touch his cock and you feel interested, he guides you to pump him, your hand rubs up and down, faster.

"uhmm, yeah...like that.."
his eyes close, your left hand on his thigh, you keep pumping him and he grows harder, longer than he was, you surprised.

"open your mouth, stick your tongue out, put it in your mouth...please.."

he is begging you? what? put it in? oh you have to try now, how does it feel like in your mouth. pure curiosity. But look at the size of his, your head aches.

"n-no... i can't, it's so big, you can't fit...my mouth is gonna hurt..."
his cock twitches in your hand after heard these words, so cute

"ohh, is it that big? lick it, just the tip is ok.."

Open your mouth, wrap your lips around his throbbing tip, swirl your tongue around to taste his precum. His head falls back, not trying to hold his loud moan. But the feeling is so good, he grabs your head and force you to go further, maybe he's too rough, makes you gag.

"uhgg...just relax your throat, try it.."

you try again and his tip touches the back of your throat, he left out a low grunt. This time you don't gag but it stretches your throat and you pull out, saliva shining on his cock, use your hand to pump him, bob up and down on his cock. Deep throat again and pull out earned his long moan.

"good little one...this perfect little mouth of yours..."

he stands up while you still there with puppy's eyes looking at him, he scoops you up, legs wrap around his waist, you fall into his strong arms, head on his chest, he carries you to his bedroom, throw you down on his bed. He's on top of you, let your hand touches the button of his white shirt, tells you to unbutton, you're doing it slowly, he follows your movements, he throw his shirt on the floor and roughly kisses you, this even hotter, you keep him closer to your body, his bigger frame on top and you deepen the kiss. He wraps your legs round his hips, he slides your panties down and you feel embarrassed, cover your eyes.

"don't do that...!"

he ignores your words, lose his mind, kisses along your neck down down, taste your skin and he stops at your cunt. Kisses your inner thigh then your folds. When he runs his tongue up your slit you are sent to heaven, your mind goes wild and he either. See you squirming under his touch, holds your legs on his shoulders, he begins to be more passionate with your cunt, his thumb circling your clit as he lick all of your liquid.
this is so amazing- you said to yourself
you moaning almost whimpering, grab a fist full of his blonde hair, encourage him more. His hot breath against your cunt feels amazing as fuck, then he gently rubs your pussy by his fingers, slowly entering your entrance, and it stretches the first time, its so hurt.

"ahh-hhh oh my goodness, noo..."

your thighs rub together and he continue to pump his large fingers inside you. Imagine, 2 fingers of his are 4 fingers of yours, pain.

"oh, first time, you have to adjust, after this you will feel good im sure about that, so believe me, open your legs wide and relax..."

he tries to calm down your nerves, really slowly fingering you, he curls his fingers and you can feel a bit of pleasure but it still hurt as hell, pumps in and out gently, trying to make you feel as good as possible. A few more pumps you can feel it better, his skillful fingers hit your right spot and you scream his name. Legs trembling and shuddering.

"ohh...uhgg...please harder..."
he smirks, know you're adjusting to this, licks your clit and pump faster, deeper. You start to feel your cunt clenched and tighten, as he knows you are near your first orgasm ever.

"yes, do as your body wants you to, it's begging to relieve i can see..., let it go kitten..."

His voice send you to the edge and you're chasing your orgasm, feel the wave run through your tummy and one last curl of the fingers, you came and squirt on his chin.

"ohh...ahh..Alan.."

Its so hard, you still shaking your legs.

"i don't know you're a squirter, nice.."

He rubs your thighs to calm down your high, you control your heavy breath, almost lose all your breath, your face is sweaty.
He looks down his cock, forgot his own pleasure. Lean on capture your lips, his cock rubs against your little cunt and he groans in your mouth, slowly kisses to feel your soft tongue wiggling with him. He grinding at your cunt, he wants to feel the inside of you right now and he knows he can't resist.
line his cock at your entrance and the tip enters you, you gasp and grab his arms, the pain is too much as he is now half inside you, try to stop him.
"nooo...please.."
"gentle, i promise, kiss me.."

But he's so big, you're in hell now, you don't know it stretches and makes you bleed. You pull him and hold him so tight. You cry, tears begin to fall and you just crying so hard.
When he fully inside you, he moans and trying to go so slow, make sure he doesn't put much pressure. But he notice your tears, his thumb wipes tears away, distract your pain by giving you soft kisses on your lips.

"you're so..tight..."

You like a moaning mess underneath him.
"touch me..."
He nods and squeeze your breast, reduce the pain a little bit, you concentrate looking at him, his eyes on you tell you he loves you.

"its good now...oh..please faster..."
You feel better now, your cunt adjusted to his size, start to feel each veins of his cock moving inside you, he goes faster, deep your cunt, he groaning at your ear and you shiver, his moan and each thrust right your gspot send you to the edge and you cum again on his cock with a long loud moan.
He thrusting so fast ride out your orgasm.
"tight little cunt you have for me...oh...driving me crazy everytime you don't wear your fucking panties...bend over to expose your little ass...F-Ffuckk...uhg..."
he cums inside you, each grunt hot cum fill you. He pulls out his cock, watching it slowly and the mixture comes out of your pussy, stick on his cock, that's amazing.

You can't say anything, you're exhausted, your throat sore, he stands up and walking towards the bathroom. You look down at your cunt, blood sticks on it, you can't believe, the tears come out again. He is out with a towel which has warm water, he gently spreads your legs and clean the mess.

"you...you did i-inside me...?"

he nods, continue cleaning, looks at you covering your face, your tears run down harder and you sobbing.
"that means...we-we will have baby..."

He knows, he cups your cheek and comfort you, kiss your forehead.

"im here with you, from now on, you're mine, agree?"

he smiles, and set you upright on the bed.
You know you have a feel for him, he's so gentle with you.

"did i say that i love you?"
"yes..."
"don't you love me just a bit?"

He is waiting for the answer but quickly notice you're falling asleep, he smiles.