So this morning I wasn't feeling good
Not physically
Mentally
It took my mom 10 minutes to pursued me to get out of bed
That's WAYYY to long

But last night I found a bipolar quiz
And then I found more and took them
All of them said I was bipolar except for like 1-2 and apparently I did some research and I'm bipolar 2
Not bipolar 1
Figure it out for yourself if you care xD

So I just wasn't happy
And then my first class was Science
It was HORRIBLE

That girl I sometimes talk to who doesn't like internet friends was so mean
I felt horrible about myself
She kept getting mad I wasn't really helping with the project
Even when this other boy wasn't really doing anything either
She kept targeting me and making me look stuff up
And when I couldn't find what we needed for the project she'd say I wasn't looking hard enough and tell me I'm not smart
Then she kept laughing it off like it didn't hurt me when it really did
And then she kept saying she had a headache and her head hurt
So I told her my mind hurt
She didn't understand and just got mad and kept saying things like
"How can your mind hurt!" "That's so stupid!"
And then at the end of the period she tried to blame her rudeness and anger on her headache
I feel terrible and I want to cry just thinking about it

And then in Spanish I moved near my friend at the end of the period to work together
And I said
"I'd like to be back here. It's nice and the whiteboards cool."
This guy turned around and said
"Well I wouldn't want you to move back here. Your voice is the most annoying thing ever"
It really hurt though and I felt like crying
I already hate my voice you don't have to tell me you hate it to
My friend told me he was just being stupid and didn't mean it but it still hurt
I told him his voice was annoying too
Then he lied to his friends and said I called HIM annoying first
I almost yelled at them out of anger and I felt like killing someone

So my day didn't go to well
;-;