❝If this time passes
And I can forget it all
Even the memories, happy ones too
No, even in the next life
I want to meet you and love you again❞

-untitled 2014, gdragon

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12:03 am

eunsuen:
can i ask you again

eunsuen:
or maybe for the last time

eunsuen:
if you know what's happening if you really are pranking with me or not

eunsuen:
please

eunsuen:
because at this rate i will go insane i already am in the verge of going crazy

eunsuen:
i cant remember the last time i slept well

kim.seokjin:
BITCH YOU'RE FINALLY HERE

kim.seokjin:
holy shit i-

kim.seokjin:
i can't believe my message went through!!

kim.seokjin:
also can't believe I'm cursing God is this really me

kim.seokjin:
listen well

kim.seokjin:
i haven't been sleeping myself THOSE SHOULD BE WHAT I'D SAY

kim.seokjin:
AND HOW COULD YOU JUST LEAVE AFTER TELLING ME ABOUT THE TIME TRAVEL (??) STUFF AND DISAPPEAR LIKE WTF DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARED I WAS????

kim.seokjin:
MY MESSAGES STOPPED SENDING THAT DAY AFTER 3 AM I THOUGHT YOU HAD BLOCKED ME

eunsuen:
i didn't block you and

eunsuen:
i took the number to police today and they said it doesn't exist, your number that is

kim.seokjin:
what?

kim.seokjin:
MOREOVER YOU REALLY TRIED GOING TO POLICE!

kim.seokjin:
I SHOULD BE THE ONE GOING TO POLICE

eunsuen:
but i couldn't text you too and i thought it was a good thing that my messages stopped sending but when i texted you after midnight tonight my message got sent again

eunsuen:
but it's scary

eunsuen:
i really didn't want to talk to you anymore

kim.seokjin:
that should be my case

kim.seokjin:
also what's scary?? you're the scary one here

eunsuen:
it's scary because you keep reminding me of him

eunsuen:
it's really scary because that person has died, he is no more

eunsuen:
and I've hardly ever talked to him so i could never even judge if you're real or not I've never texted him when he was alive

eunsuen:
but i don't know why it feels like

eunsuen:
you are him

eunsuen:
but I'm sure that's just my guilty conscience

kim.seokjin:
maybe

kim.seokjin:
or maybe not

kim.seokjin:
I've never heard your name, never saw you, never talked to you in real life but for some reasons i keep believing you

kim.seokjin:
isn't that funny? because i tell myself that you must be one of my friends trying to trick me into something but at the same time i just want to believe you. that you're really someone named yoo eunsuen

eunsuen:
i don't know what's real or what's not anymore

seen at 12:39 am

12:41 am

call incoming from kim.seokjin

accept | decline

call accepted

eunsuen looked at the number,
unsure of what to do. before she
had realized she had already
picked the call up. and now she
was hesitant, the fear was building
up inside giving her a funny
feeling in the stomach.

kim.seokjin:
[hello]

finally he said a word, fighting
the bile that was rising in his
throat. his voice was hesitant
and the nervousness could be
felt through his tone.

eunsuen:
[...]

eunsuen couldn't say a word.
she was starstruck; but how?
this must be a dream or she must
be absolutely going crazy, she
thought. this was not possible.

kim.seokjin:
[h-hello?]

kim.seokjin:
[I've called this number that day too.. but it said the number was invalid]

his voice low yet firm, last
sentence came out as a soft
murmur against the cold
cellphone pressed against
his cheek.

[call disconnected
call duration 0:19 second]

eunsuen is typing...

1:08 am

eunsuen:
you really are kim seokjin aren't you