❝Even though my feet are full of scars
I smile whenever I see you❞

-run, bts

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12:05 am

kim.seokjin:
hello~~

kim.seokjin:
is it me you're looking for~

eunsuen:
you're late today

kim.seokjin:
I'VE BEEN WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE WONDERING HOW YOU DO

kim.seokjin:
I WANT TO TELL YOU SO MUCH~~

eunsuen:
i love you~

kim.seokjin:
omg YOU LOVE ME?

kim.seokjin:
i love me too!!

eunsuen:
you know too damn well i was just finishing the lyrics -_-

kim.seokjin:
yep XD

kim.seokjin:
I'm surprised you like old school music though

eunsuen:
who doesn't

eunsuen:
plus everyone has heard that song

kim.seokjin:
no they haven't

kim.seokjin:
also i was hoping you'd text me first today hmph -_-

eunsuen:
i was going too

kim.seokjin:
nope you waited

kim.seokjin:
have you realized it has already been a few weeks since we started talking?

eunsuen:
really?

eunsuen:
time goes by fast

kim.seokjin:
especially when you're talking to someone handsome like me ;))

kim.seokjin:
it's all theory of relativity baby

eunsuen:
don't 'baby' me

kim.seokjin:
why can't i call a baby, baby?

eunsuen:
cause i cringe hard

kim.seokjin:
awww baby :')

kim.seokjin:
btw can i ask you something

eunsuen:
apart from asking again if i have a crush on you yeah ask away

kim.seokjin:
why are you always so down?

kim.seokjin:
you feel like you're sad all the time

eunsuen:
how did you know

eunsuen:
not all the time actually

eunsuen:
but most of the time

kim.seokjin:
I'm all ears

eunsuen:
let's drop it

eunsuen:
talking about it will only get more depressing

eunsuen:
all i do is depress other people wherever i go

kim.seokjin:
even if i get depressed i wanna listen to you

kim.seokjin:
then i want to make you smile so for that

kim.seokjin:
you'd have to tell me all about you

eunsuen:
you sure you can make me smile?

kim.seokjin:
i can try

eunsuen:
if it's dadjokes then no

kim.seokjin:
what

kim.seokjin:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BITCH I CRY

eunsuen:
lmfao

eunsuen:
okay i laughed

kim.seokjin:
see?? i can make you smile :D

eunsuen:
alright

eunsuen:
i don't know where to start

eunsuen:
but probably the main reason is I'm always disappointed at myself

eunsuen:
and then there comes parents, school, studying and everything

eunsuen:
everyone expects too much from me

eunsuen:
when i was a kid i tried so hard to do good. be good at everything be a good girl

eunsuen:
but they expected more, keep expecting more

eunsuen:
no matter how hard i try

eunsuen:
at the end i can never beat their expectation so

eunsuen:
i don't even try as much hard now

eunsuen:
because i know I'll always be a disappointment

eunsuen:
this makes me hate myself even more

eunsuen:
I can't even wish to do better now i just can't. I'll never be able to go anywhere anyway

kim.seokjin:
but i believe in you

kim.seokjin:
no matter what they say or what YOU say I'll have my faith on you

kim.seokjin:
because you're an amazing person you don't deserve people not appreciating you

kim.seokjin:
because in my eyes you're enough you're amazing and you don't need to try hard

kim.seokjin:
from the moment you were born you were enough

eunsuen:
you don't even know me

kim.seokjin:
you're yoo eunsuen, third year at meiyong dong high and that's enough

kim.seokjin:
from our chats i know. so please have faith in yourself too

eunsuen:
thank you

eunsuen:
i suddenly realized that you encourage people, make them smile all the time

eunsuen:
i don't know if others do that for you too

eunsuen:
you're amazing

kim.seokjin:
lmao all of a sudden-

eunsuen:
i know

eunsuen:
but i just want you to know that i think you're amazing

eunsuen:
and idk if everyone else tells you that but I'll tell that to you everyday
seen at 1:47 am

1:49 am

kim.seokjin:
you'll make me fall for you if you be too nice to me

message not sent

eunsuen:
what have you been typing for so long??

kim.seokjin:
nothing

kim.seokjin:
just rally wondering if you do have a crush on me CUZ HOW CAN YOU NOT

kim.seokjin:

eunsuen:
smh

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a/n:
hi

whoever you are, you're amazing :)