❝Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive outside I can't fight my fear❞

-lovely, billie eilish & khalid

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12:00 am

eunsuen:
hey

eunsuen:
how do you feel today

1:37 am

kim.seokjin:
i feel better today

kim.seokjin:
sorry that I'm late

eunsuen:
no I'm just glad that you're here

eunsuen:
and that you're fine

eunsuen:
did you have dinner properly?

kim.seokjin:
yes i did haha

kim.seokjin:
can't resist food

kim.seokjin:
it's me who you're talking about

kim.seokjin:
and i buried jjangu on the back of my lawn

kim.seokjin:
i hope he rests in peace there

eunsuen:
he'll be missed very much

eunsuen:
he loved you so much too I'm sure he wouldn't like you being sad about him for a long time

kim.seokjin:
i guess

kim.seokjin:
since he was such a happy dog

kim.seokjin:
he was my happy pill

kim.seokjin:
he'd always lighten up my mood no matter what

eunsuen:
but it's okay being sad for the meantime

eunsuen:
you can't help it jin

eunsuen:
and if you want to have some time to yourself or go to sleep earlier you should

kim.seokjin:
actually eunsuen

kim.seokjin:
i wanted to tell you something

kim.seokjin:
that i wouldn't be here for the next three days and i don't want you to worry

eunsuen:
what

eunsuen:
where are you going :(

kim.seokjin:
actually i need a break

eunsuen:
is everything alright jin??

eunsuen:
talk to me

eunsuen:
please

kim.seokjin:
it's my mom

kim.seokjin:
she fainted today

kim.seokjin:
i took her to the hospital

kim.seokjin:
and i need to take good care of her

kim.seokjin:
we don't have anyone else
she doesn't have anyone

kim.seokjin:
so we're on our own

eunsuen:
that's..

eunsuen:
why didn't you tell me earlier

kim.seokjin:
it's really okay eunsuen my mom is fine

kim.seokjin:
i am fine

eunsuen:
i know you're not fine

eunsuen:
moreover I've lived in your neighbourhood, the other seokjin's neighbourhood but how come no one ever knew about your mom being sick?

eunsuen:
people could help you jin

eunsuen:
you don't need to do everything by your own

eunsuen:
why do you hide away your pain and hardships

kim.seokjin:
i just..

kim.seokjin:
don't want people to worry i really don't

kim.seokjin:
and I'm fine taking the matters in my hands i can take care of mom well

kim.seokjin:
besides i told you didn't i

kim.seokjin:
because i made a promise

eunsuen:
i wish i could help you

eunsuen:
be with you now that you need someone

kim.seokjin:
you're already here eunsuen

kim.seokjin:
have faith in me

kim.seokjin:
and I'll be back soon okay?

kim.seokjin:
in three days!

eunsuen:
be well jin

eunsuen:
eat healthy food and drink a lot of waters don't skip meals okay

eunsuen:
stay warm and be back soon

eunsuen:
I'll miss you so much

kim.seokjin:
i will love

kim.seokjin:
and I'll miss you too

kim.seokjin:
take care of yourself as well

kim.seokjin:
bye and good night

seen at 2:57 am

kim.seokjin:
oh and don't forget me

seen at 2:58 am

2:59 am

eunsuen:
i won't

3:00 am

eunsuen:
how can i

message failed to send

eunsuen:
when my day starts with the thought of you

message failed to send

eunsuen:
and ends with it

message failed to send

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a/n: i published a new taehyung fic and you could read it if you feel too heavy hearted reading this one.

cause trust me, you're soon gonna need some good amount of fluff to keep it balanced.