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Izuku then went to his bed and just lied down there. He began to wonder. What did he do to deserve this damnation? He must've done something right? RIGHT!?!?!??? He began to laugh maniacally while crying at the same time. He didn't care anymore if someone found out.

          After a couple minutes of pure insanity, he calmed down. He just cried. He stared at the cuts all over his arms. There was far too many cuts m, that it was surprising he was still breathing. He finally decided to sleep. He closed his eyes with hopes that things could get better. But is there hope?

          Izuku was having the same nightmares all over. He was sprawled on the ground, being beat up and insulted. "You should kill yourself!" "All Might was wrong to choose you." "You're the reason your mother died and your father left you." "Quirkless bitch." "Why didn't you take a swan dive off the roof?!" Things like this. Izuku stood up from his bed. He was panting and crying.

          He looked at the time. It was two hours before school. He sighed and went to the shower. After taking a shower he grabbed the razor and cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. He kept on cutting until he deemed it as enough. He washed off all the blood. And applied disinfectant. After using the disinfectant he put a gauze pad all over it.

          He changed into his uniform with a black turtleneck. He grabbed his bag and went to the station as usual. He was glad that Kacchan wasn't there. If he was then he'd be forced to go home.

          As the train was moving he put on headphones and played some Hardcore Eurobeat (my favorite). He was singing along quietly. After a couple of minutes his train arrived to UA. He got off the station he went to his class. To no surprise it was empty.

          He went to his seat and kept listening to his music. Eventually another student arrived. It was Iida. "Oh. Midoriya. Why weren't you in class yesterday?" Iida asked inquisitively. Izuku laughed sheepishly. "I got a little sick. But I'm fine now!" He assured him.

          Iida smiles and said. "Good to hear that. By the way here are some notes from class yesterday." Iida handed him a stack of papers. "Thank you!" Izuku said with a (fake) grin. Iida nodded and went to his seat. Izuku just kept listening while reading the notes half-heartedly. He sighed and scrolled through his phone looking for a good song. He eventually found one.

          It was called Vanishing Dream. He listened to it. He sang along quietly. "Since I came about, since I came to meet you. How long has it been now? Or will it be. When you walk this way, when you look around you. Tell me what do you think? What do you see? When I make a sound. When I move a muscle. Oh why do I do it? For you? For me? With no will to go. With no reason to stay. I can clearly see that. I'm incomplete. Before I knew. I had become, scenery paint of a forgotten place. No one in life. No in death. No one at all to remember my face. I must've known, right from the start. I never could be anymore than this. Two ghostly hands. Reaching in vain, my fleeting touch is just too meaningless. If only my dream were truly behind me...then I might find, something new to attach to my vanishing heart. But there's no hope for such fortune to find me. Who else would want me? And more who else would I want? Falling apart...as my past is winding down, my future too is already gone. Because you see I'm someone who...doesn't know how to move on and still I wait for things to change...hold tightly to the dying dream agin. Desperate to keep it from fading away. If I could make one wish...I wonder what the wish would be for. It's hard for me to say that I'd ever want anything more...and so I'm neither here nor there. My presence is a breath of air to you. If there's no choice but to fade...let me fade away."

          Then the music faded. He felt like he was gonna cry. When he opened his eyes he saw that other students have already arrived.  He composed himself and just kept reading. While he was reading he kept on mumbling. After a few minutes of mumbling he heard a familiar voice yell at him. "SHUT UP DEKU! You shitty nerd." Deku ignored him and kept on mumbling but on purpose.

          Katsuki was even more mad when Izuku ignored him.  He walked up to Izuku and grabbed his arm. This caused him to wince but ignored it and just kept on mumbling. "You think you can ignore me just because you think you're better than me?!" Izuku finally looked up at him with cold eyes that startled Katsuki.

          "I didn't say I was better than you. I'm just studying." Izuku said bluntly. This surprised Katsuki. He got mad. As he was gonna throw an explosion on Izuku, Aizawa intervened. "Don't. Even. Think about doing it." He said sternly. Katsuki grumbled and went to his seat.

         "Okay class. I'll take my leave. Present Mic is gonna take over to teach you guys English. Even though I have no idea why he's willing to do it. Even if you kids probably won't use it." He said and left. Present mic entered the room and yelled. "Hello Class! Today you have no choice but to study Verbs and adverbs."

          After a painstakingly long lesson, lunch arrived. Everybody rushed out to the cafeteria. Except for Izuku and Katsuki. He kept on reading the notes he took from class. Katsuki observed Izuku quietly. Afternoons were hot but why was Izuku wearing a black turtleneck? Izuku noticed Katsuki staring at him. "What are you looking at Bakugou?" Katsuki was shocked at how Izuku rolled his name out of his tongue like it had a bitter taste.

          He felt a little hurt and a little mad. He walked up to Izuku and dragged him by the nape. Izuku didn't even struggle. He just accepted his fate. Katsuki led him to an unused classroom. He threw Izuku at the opposite wall. Izuku just layed there, sprawled on the ground.

          "This is what you get for talking back to me Deku." He threw him around the room and Izuku didn't even fight back. Each throw had a sickening crunch. After a couple of minutes, Katsuki thought that he was done. For now. Izuku laughed quietly. "Eh? You want more you shitty nerd?!"

          Katsuki then used his quirk on Izuku. Blasts were burning through Izuku's clothes and skin. The pain was nowhere near to how Izuku actually feels. Izuku just kept quiet. Katsuki then stopped seeing how beat up Izuku was. Katsuki just grumbled and left him there. Izuku managed to stand up but he couldn't feel anything. His body became numb from the pain.

         

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